mydeadlywords

2009-10-21T11:56:00.001+08:00

Goodbye historyyyyyy, harlowwwwwwwwwwwww new space :)

OVERDUE PICTURES.

2009-10-12T09:37:00.005+08:00

Ni basket okay! He was irritating the hell out of me because of my P-Plate. Babi punye orang! Hahahah!
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That sums up my raya outing with the family.

Weekends was fun with the ex classmates eventhough me and fik went off halfway, im sure we had fun. Thanks fik, i know you were worn out due to the guard duty. Heh.

After which was chalet at changi. It was near camelot (!!) I miss the place. Me and fik were reminiscing those camp days, hahaha. Its funny to see us growing up aye? From those outgoing teens to young (boncet) adult. Even his aunt tegur about the tummy issue, hahaha. I think we're happy that we don't bother la hor.

Pictures will be up next, when ikah or tasha upload. Had much fun with his paternal side

♥

2009-10-07T09:38:00.003+08:00

It was fun with them.

The bishan alumni and juniors, heh.

There's more actually, but being me im plain lazy.

Oh by the way, mom's discharged already :)
On another hand, Suly, the day has come aye yesterday? lucks and have fun in there! :)

& good luck dearest fik :D I wanna hear good news, insyallah you can!

2009-10-01T16:09:00.002+08:00

♥♥ To;

the boy who have seen me through my ups and downs, the one i've love and lost, the one who taught me about broken hearts and also unconditional love,
the best friend, the enemy, the listener, the lover.

Happy 19th.
The last time i remember was doing a video for you to be put up on the blog, i think that was our 5th month? Heh.

And like what i've always say, may we have all the lucks to go through this bittersweet journey together.I love you, and nothing can change that.
(maybe some hot guys can laaaa, ok joke heee!)

Love love you sweetheart! :D

2009-09-28T10:43:00.002+08:00

I think this one is cute :D

Thanks fifi for meeting me on friday. Had a good catch up with you ♥

I had fun with these two yesterday evening for dinner and the ugly truth yet again. I enjoyed the movie. So i didnt mind watching it again, since the first time was free. Fik paid for me what. Heh heh.

So anyways, things have been really really tough. Its tough that me, being one of a hell patient person can no longer take what life is giving me. Thing is, not only situation is bad, to add on people are being mean too.

Jealousy, control freak, bad mouthing, two faced, problems after problems, work, lack of sleep, managing cash, lifeless, unwelcome feeling.

You name it, i've got it all. Its to an extend that i can no longer handle. I am only a human, mind you.

But nonetheless, thank you for those who i have whine to.

Fifi, dayah, fik, yana.

Thanks for the listening ears that you people give.

& no yana, i'm no longer the patient and strong person if these goes on. Heh, but what breaks you makes you stronger. Well, maybe its true.

Fik: Hey, you're my special one. If youre having problem, its equivalent to me having one, so we'll help each other k.

Me: Thanks alot bie fr the support that you always give. I'm gonna get better, hopefully :'(

Fik: You will lahh, you're my strong girl.

Thanks alot fik, very comforting to know that you're there for me. You and your family have always been a pillar of my strength ♥

2009-09-27T21:59:00.005+08:00

I 'm very much a simple and easy person. I'm very open with judgements and its really okay to tell me straight. I would prefer if you tell me straight to my face about issues that you have than to talk behind my back about how i'm like. Save the trouble to go behind me giving remarks when the fact is people will still tell me.

Because being me, I do not give two flying fuck about what you wanna say about me. Its mind over matter, you don't matter and I do not mind. You should jolly well see your pretty face in the mirror to see your flaws before pointing fingers on me. I don't bother if people who are close to you reads this, they can tell you for all i care. Take care of your own dirty laundries before you wanna bother about mine.

Simple enough? :)

2009-09-22T09:25:00.003+08:00

I have more pictures, but that all can wait. This raya was real bad, thats all i can say. Situations were so tense and i didnt like it. Well, maybe i was trying too hard to make pictures look nice, like as if i was enjoying every moment, oh well.

So anways some pictures from meeting the girls..

Start of working day, goshhhhhh sucha drag after sucha long weekend :/

2009-09-19T17:27:00.002+08:00

So today marks the last day of ramadhan. I cant believe it pass real fast this time round. Guess i've been much occupied wid the hectic schedule all around.

This time, it has taught me another new thing. Perserverence and how much i should cherish my loved ones. Well, it made a great impact on me after mum's been hospitalised with blood clot on her brain and wid stroke currently. I've never regretted anythin that he has given me, it taught me to be a much stronger person. I realised my ramdhan has always been a challenging one, well thats how mine went this time round. I wonder how its gonna be like the next round, kalau panjang umur.

Anws, to all, selamat hari raya aidilfitri in advance. &hearts,

2009-09-19T00:05:00.001+08:00

Me likey me new hair. The texture je la after the treatement, less frizzy and irritating :) and the price is reasonable and the service is tip top. Thanks chafeka deluna :D

On another note, thanks yazid for accompanying me, i think you could fall asleep waiting. And on another hand, i meet ima and fida for an hour or so wid yazid at bugis only to find myself rushing home. -.-

But well, at least an hour pon jadi la wid those two:)

Anw, was irritating fik abt how prettay my hair is
'oi i say my hair pretty right u got to agree'
'huh??? I sngaje nak irritate u'
'cb ah bie, bye ah'
Hahaha. Asshole, like always!

better off with nobody knows.

2009-09-17T09:54:00.003+08:00

Days have been real pack, workload have been alot these days, because the guys just love making me crazy.

Last weekend was sucha hectic one cause me and fik went to geylang to get what we want. Okay, i was super fussy. He managed to handle me at first, but after the third time rounding at the same place, he eventually gave up on me. So i had my girls to entertain all the rubbish. Thank you girls :D And yes, finally i found something that i like, okay, i don't really love it, but okay la, was sweating like a pig, and i didnt wanna continue walking anymore. So from 5 plus to 10 was finding for my set -.-

On tuesday i took half day to spend time with fik's family. We bake and had fun. & its normal for me to get bullied by si budak kecik tuh, not only that fik join in eh, smack your face then you know. Hahaha. We were loud at night with all the silly jokes made by the sisters. Its so nice having 3 instant sisters, all pretty and they are very welcoming towards me :) Tasha, dont go aww, i know im pretty when you read this, i menyampah you know. Hehe.

So anyways, this morning, there was this particular guy with his friends who passed by. We were in the train by the way, and i was all sleepy. So i just turned away and when he passed me he said "pagi2 muke takmo masam ah"

-.-"

Hello, what do you expect from a tired person who is standing in the train in the morning? So now i must smile to every malay guys like you is it? Annoying. Sape lah, nak senyum sorang2 in the train.

Now, friday please come, i am so gonna divide myself into many pieces. So many errands to doooooooooooooooooo :/

& whn its love if its nt rough it isnt fun

2009-09-07T12:31:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the nice friday night babes. & Dayah, thanks for travelling from tampines to the west just to visit my mom and break fast with me ♥

I spent my friday night hanging around with these 2 and some guys. Played murderer in the dark, ate buah duku because we were forced to. Hahaha.

Feka's godmom: *walk to us with a bag of buah duku* ah makan ni, sedap tau.

Us: Ah, k nanti kite makan

Feka: *whispers, amek satu jer makan, then she'll walk away

Hahaha, eventually she walked away.

Saturday was all good, the cousin sent me and fiqah to bugis and off we got the tickets fr the 1240am show, while waiting head off to kampung glam cafe.

Fiqah spot zad on the other side, so i called him wondering who he was with (i thought he was with some girl as i didnt spot liza)

He was squinting his eyes and we went over to sit at their table.

Zad: aku ingat chicks mane yang tgk aku

Fiqah: Yelah, kite tgk macam pelakon mane gitu thats why kite tgk

Hahaha. Silly.

Was nice meeting liza and oi liza, kau nye pipi dah mcm, okay you know mcm what right, i told you already. Hehehe, tembam pe! I guess you're very much happy thats why :D

Oh, FD 3D was awesome, except that i wish the ending wouldnt be too fast and sudden. Other than that, thumbs up. Fiqah and me was sucha pig, we went to meet the rest for prata after movie, but to add on the babats, we had briyani and prata.

Oink, oink. Tsk.

& its already monday, see! I told you weekends seem so fast and weekdays seem to be s-l-o-w.

Damn.

& by the way, finally im meeting fik after a week.

Can't wait! ♥

2009-09-04T15:41:00.001+08:00

I almost died reading the blog's archives. Hahaha, its really funny.

I didn't know i was strong eh to go through alot. Chey!

2009-09-04T11:12:00.002+08:00

"Haha. Majok?"

"Aar la, cepat pujok! Skg jgk u pujok. Hmph!"

"I tak pandai lah syg"

"Hmph! Ah tau pon. Pandai amek hati, tak tau jage hati. Hehehehhe :p"

Pagi-pagi annoying already this idiot.

Met yana, and yes she break fast wid me at Bukit Batok la, where else right can i break my fast at. Heh, after so long, finally we meet up eventho it was a quick one, but we did have a good catch up. We come to a conclusion that;

"only at your lowest, then you'll know who would be there for you"

I can't agree any lesser, you can find 1001 friends that would wanna party wid you, but you can't find all those 1001 friends when you need them most.

"Time senang-senang, senang ah to be there, time susah, macam susah sikit"

Hahaa, yana, yana. You always have ways to say things. Haha!

Anyways, TGIF!!

I really wonder why it takes so long to be friday, and so fast to be monday.

You think? Hurhur.

&&& i'll be catching FD 3D tmr midnight, i can't wait (!!!)

"love is an act of endless forgiveness"

2009-09-03T15:38:00.004+08:00

So here's some pictures from the other day meet up with Adams. I wish i could stay longer, but i guess there's always another days for enjoyment. I just have to adapt a little here and there, i bet my girls are used to the way it is now too :)

Thank you for that great night Adams, you girls are seriously fun bunch who never fail to make me laugh. For all the silliest things we have done, the secrets we shared (!!!), the problems we help each other to fix. Man! I love you girls! :D ♥

And i found this picture somewhere. I think i look so young here. Funny to see all the good ~~(plus bad)~~memories that we've shared. Idiotlove called me randomly in the morning, he thinks that we both should have the same celly model. & for sure he wants me to change to his samsung omnia, thing is, i like his phone, but i don't know how to use it. Another thing is, i just change my celly last June, should i, should i not.
I might consider though. Having the same celly as the boyfriend, hmmmm, cute. Sheesh.
Anyways, go for it fik. I wanna have trips everywhere soon. 7 weeks, 7 weeks! :D
Me love love you, idiotlove.
♥

& i should say, its about time that we girls meet.
Ima, fit, afra, fida
hello girls..??

2009-09-01T14:12:00.002+08:00

Happy 18th sweetheart ;)

May we have all the lucks in the world to pull through every single thing.

Sayang kamu banget deh :D

♥ ♥ ♥

Its super cold, and the radio's playing all the sappy hari raya song instead of those happy ones. Super sappy lor, i'm not looking forward to it anyway. But the food, is the only thing (since money is not the main thing, sheesh). Heh heh.

The rendangs, the chicken, the sambal goreng, the lontongs and cookies and cakes and more.

Ah, gi batal sudah puasa. Hehehehe.

Met the adams nearby the hospital mom's in since they are all bukit (batok/gombak/panjang) people, so can compromise to meet at bestari for iftar. Catch up a little and its a wrong idea to meet them even a minute before buka. Should meet them on the dot, because the minute we meet, can batal already eh girls?

Lucah, lucah. Haha.

I've met adams, i don't know when its 7+3 and the other 4 girls turn.

Anws, i'm craving for the chili deng2 that me and the cousins bought last week.

& oh, cousin, final destination 3D saturday midnight? Please?

2009-08-30T14:21:00.004+08:00

I have been contemplating about the hair issue. Should i;

1. Go for treatment only,
2. Go for treatment and cut my hair shoulder length.
3. Highlights

Mom encourage me to cut or highlight fr a brand new look, i want to but fact is, i cnt bare to cut. Fik says,anything that makes me happy because i will look pretty anyway. Hahaha, ok no he didnt say anything like that, i was just joking :p
Any suggestions?

cintaaaaaaaa

2009-08-26T13:57:00.003+08:00

"Someday, someone will walk in your life and make you realise why it didnt work out with anyone else ♥ ♥"

Tak tau malu is it, want me to write so much about you. Hehe! Okay, thanks for meeting me yesterday, im sucha whiny bitch, demanding queen, you can say that. I don't care, because i deserve your attention and im bitchy and annoying like that mah :D

Take it or leave it, and i know you'll say take it la, duh!

Heh, i love you the best! ♥

If only the cctv wasn't at MacDonalds, then me, feka and fik will be happy.

Someone left their lappy on the chair next to us, silly nye! But we (or fik, i shall say) being a nice singaporean, decided to walk off and grab the lappy and pass it to the manager while me and feka were thinking how to smuggle that (OK NO! Hahahaha!) But we pass the lappy because, fik said,

"bulan ramdhan, buat baik sikit la korg ni."

Yelah, me and feka devil with angel's look mah. What to do. Hehehe!

Have been meeting this babe regularly because, momsy hospital is just 5 mins away from her place. She's uncommitted person, so she have time for me :)

Been having offers to go for iftar, but, seeing the situation now, maybe i can meet the loved ones after iftar for some catch up session. Because mom's visiting hours ends at 8pm only. I don't feel too good, but i might consider, if brother's willing to compromise wid me.

I seem to be hyper while typing all these, but god knows how sick i am.

Tissues all around my desk.

I better get well soon or i might consider collapsing and die on everything and everyone.

seems lik evrybdy's brking up, thrwing thr love awy.

2009-08-24T11:10:00.002+08:00

Weekend was just simple. But its nice to be around the family on the first day of the fasting month. I wish mom was around, but she had to be at the hospital, so yeah.

Well, ramadhan is here, again. I was telling fik, how tough it was the last 2 years at this period. Well, thanks for at least assuring me that it would be a better one.

No matter how irritating i am, no matter how much i always wanna find fault randomly,

i know you love me :) I just like seeing you pissed off and me laughing about it eventho quarreling upsets me! Hehehehe.

& What im happy about is, he have already POP, finally! I wonder how i can stick to this ass without flinging! HAHAHA, woops.

I did some catch up here and there with the girls. Even tho it was at the hospital, thanks muff fr visiting my mom. Finally, i get to meet you, since our party plan was screwed. Dah, party2 sume tak perlu. Hehehehe.

Okay, im too sick to function. Selamat berpuasa to all!
:)

hugs and kisses ♥

2009-08-19T16:39:00.006+08:00

Not much words can describe how much i wanna curl up and sleep like a child. Im sleepy, while typing this entry too. Hurhur.

Life's been much fair and im not complaining on how challenging everyday is. Plus, its what that breaks you that turns you to a stronger person. For, i shall not complain on what He has plan in line on what's gonna happen, and i shall accept it with open arms :)

I received text from babygirl, fifi yesterday noon. It seems that we are all too busy with life that at times, a little time means alot. I wish i have those minutes just to see that my girls and the favourite people around me doing fine.

Its like as we grow older, we tend to have too many things to handle, that sometimes, heartbreak doesnt mean anything much compared to the challenges given in the near future.
Its like we are all too busy thinking of solutions to all this that we forget about how fast time flies.
True?

& only now we realise that we should have enjoyed and cherish those moments when everything in life seem to be easy and free.

But nonetheless, i think i had such a good teen days, a very memorable one with a whole lot of wonderful people in it :)

Looking through all the pictures above just makes me smile, thinking about how lucky i am to meet all these people around me. Plus more of them, its just that i cnt find pictures.

Maybe, as we grow up, we tend to get busy with major things that we can't find that simple time.

& well, fifi, we shall meet up, when things get better alrighty!
Have a great evening loves! ♥

2009-08-14T11:28:00.002+08:00

Just random pic with budak mentel at hospital, thanks fr burning your days to accompany me, sayang kau :D

Things have been a little better now, alhamdulillah (:

Can't thank all those who have been there enough. I'm still adapting to all these and yes, won't be staying at bukit panjang for the mean time, for the better i guess. It helps alot that im staying with the aunt over at jurong. I dont wanna be too lonely at fajar i suppose (:

Get well soon mummsy :D

Im happy you're coping well.

I really need to meet fik. I miss him, THIS lot, or more i suppose. Have not been spending time due to the circumstances im in.

Thank you fr the support from your family and you ♥ ♥

I know i can count on you at any downfall *hugs*

&& Thank god its friday!

2009-08-10T14:35:00.002+08:00

This national day is another new challenge fr sure. Something that i didnt think would happen, something that definately challenged my strength.

To family and friends who gave me endless encouragement, support with yr text, hugs, visits. Thank you..

To the one who have been my pillar of strength, the one who i can share my silly thoughts and gossips with, the one who would burn her mornings to fix me breakfast, the one who share my make up and perfumes, the one who never give up on me, the one that brought me up strongly, get well soon. Fr you, i'd be strong, fr you, i'd pull through this and fr you to pull thru these, i'll give u all like hw you did fr me and bro.

I'm gonna take care of you like hw you did when i wasnt well.

All bluessss.

2009-08-03T09:29:00.001+08:00

So as promised, the overdue pictures

Have a good monday :D

seventeenth.

2009-08-02T00:59:00.004+08:00

I can't get back to sleep. I was actually sleepy while watching doom with fik earlier on. & when he went off i just can't sleep. Bleargh.

Im still missing him. Once a week and this time 2 hours meeting him :( i just have to live with this nation serving right.

But nonetheless pasta with honey wings plus catching up and watching local channel over my place makes me happy enough.

Happy 17th sweetheart :D

she's fire burning, fire burning on the dancefloor.

2009-07-31T13:55:00.003+08:00

I definately hate my beautiful friday to start with screamings lor. These riders not only give me heartache of unanswered calls but also answered calls from the managers with endless screaming. That one also another one, no courtesy one. Must shout is it like as if im the one who frigging didnt come for work, asswipe!

But nothing can ruin today because its friday, gosh! How can i get all pissy on a friday (eventho fik is not booking out today) So anyways speaking of him i remembered being pissy with him last week but i felt silly afterwhich -.-

*see through his phone while he was texting*
Eh who the heck is siti baby sia?!!

You la! Who else sak!

Oh you save my name like that ah? How i know

Bodoh nye qad, nak mengamok pon tk tanye first *snorts* I am just taking precautions mah, no ah? Heh heh.

Oh yesterday was fun working at the island after so long. I was disturbing uncle whether i should go back this time round since i had to on tuesday, heh.

#weird case

While i was in the bus there was this particular kid, well i shall call him a teen to be nicer.

He was with his parents to enter the island. So being the friendly him (i think) he kept smiling and i smiled back, yela senyuman itu kan sedekah, chey~ And he kept smiling and trying to get my attention.

Tell me why would a chinese boy, say 15 years old trying to be cheeky with me. Aku penat jgk la senyum je, like hello sikit-sikit je okay boy. & finally upon reaching merlion he went off. I was sitting at the seat infront of the door and he got to smile again and again aku senyum for the countless time but the funniest part of all he showed his hand sign of peace!

Errr? What? Hello, knock knock?

Tak perlu eh. Lol.

It was weird well for me because he look smart, seriously smart but slenge seh perangai,

you think? Hahaha.

Can someone be nice enough to get me food. Not only sleepy, but hungry.

Foooooooooooooooood.

5 o'clock, tick tock tick tock.

what can i do, love is like glue.

2009-07-29T14:54:00.005+08:00

Hello. I am bored, i don't know why but i think im freezing in this not that cold office, i wonder what the weather is like actually outside. Since haida requested an entry, so being bored i shall update one.

Had a very nice weekend since the pay was in mah, so can enjoy a little here and there (or a lot to be precise till im broke now) heh heh heh. I do not know where the cash went to. Lol. Wait, fik i think you know. Hahahaha! So anyway, had a simple saturday with fik, met fifi, afra and aib. Im sorry afra and aib that you both (or aib to be precise) were late that we finished our sheesha session. Heh.

Just like how we spent the evening with good food and companion :D i can't wait for saturday, it seem so long till i can finally meet fik :( Thank god for his 3 times a day calls and dosages of smses to keep me all perk up. & yes, his motivation to help me get through the boring office hours. Sigh. Gosh, you better work your ass off to keep me happy in future hor.

The funny part was definetly how stressed he was when afra came. (HAHAH) He kept telling me he don't wanna talk much, he kept so quiet that he didnt go "eh kau camp mane eh, ape company bla3" with aib, since they are both serving the nation. Only that, aib's ord-ing soon while fik's pop-ing soon(!!!!) Speaking of that, yay, im happy and i can't wait for that day :D Bottomline he was all stressed up. Heh heh heh.

I was quite pissed when i found out my name was not in roster and they happily told me im not working as if i have nothing better to do that they can waste my time travelling from bukit batok industrial park walking out to the bustop which is 10 mins away from the office and to habour front and to sentosa. Waste my bloody time you know. But lucky thing fifi was working, if not i don't care, i wouldnt wanna waste my bloody travelling time. You know how tiring it can get, i bet. -.- Stupid management.

But finally after so long i met dalli :D miss him alot. I like working with him and working with him can seriously make a person all hype. Sigh, people and things change at sentosa, so yeah.

Those days when the uniforms were different. Hah, from the beige ugly uniform to the blue one, to the current one. When am i leaving eh? Hah. Its been 2 years plus, just cant seem to leave the place. Tsktsk.

Been missing alot of people, i don't know why. You know, as we people grow up, you tend to realise that you've been missing alot on your teen and childhood days. When you do not think of all adult shits and the messed up things. Bleargh.

See how much we've grown.

(HAHAHA, i think we all look cute la being 15-18)

From this to that.
The next thing i know is one of them getting married. Lol.

Okay, back to reality, work load! work load! :/

2009-07-20T11:02:00.003+08:00

Some overdue pics from last 2 saturdays. My weekend was pretty much good. Spent time with fik's both paternal and maternal side fr ikah and grandad's birthday celebration. More pics to be uploaded once tasha update her FB.

& Fik, get well soon, you know how worried i can get right. 1 week of mc should be more than enough. You should quarantine yourself and rot at home. Heh heh heh. The H1N1 thingy makes me worried even more. Worse still when mama called me at 11plus last night telling me he's admitted at NUH after the check up. Not funny la wanna joke in the middle of the night :( Hahaha. Not.gonna.fall.for.anymore.lies. & then i heard giggles over at the next line. See, all of them cheat my feelings :'( Hahah.

Something to say: People come and go when you least expect. The good will turn bad when being judge without given the chance to explain.

Monday blues. I hate mondays, all i feel like doing is to curl up on my bed. Good day, humans (:

2009-07-16T14:17:00.003+08:00

Finally meet these girls plus the other two who went off earlier,yesterday (: And finally im updating (!!!) After so long. Gosh. I've been super busy with work. Thats simply because the computer(s) in the office were down for days due to trojan. Whats new, all works piled up and it sum up, and tadaaaa, its all (i think) done :)
We catch on lotsa things, weird, good, bad, hot news (hahaha) somethings are just weird but oh well. Heh. Girls will always be girls when we meet up.

Tomorrow's finally friday. A day that all monday-friday, 8-5 working adults (chey!) are looking forward for sure. Im dying to sleep till noon, but obviously no since my mom thinks that weekends are her turn to throw all the clothings, vacuum, etc to me, because she claims im busy with work till all the household chores are not done.
"Anak dara ape ni ah tak buat keje rumah" That kinda shitxzxzxz -.-

& Friday means that ass will be out. Hehe, but being an ass he is, i sayang you alot ah fik when it comes to 10th of each month. Well he actually gave me $100 for my expenses since i.am.broke.

Whats new aye. But being the shopaholic (at times) me, the moment we went separate ways last weekend, i already have the intention of spending. And since i went out with the girls last weekend (finally got my girls out on a sat, eh wait no, am not using them as a replacement of the boy la. Well at least to me, if i dont care about my girls, i wouldnt ditch digi, go out till late after office hours just to spend good quality time with them all even tho i have another long day coming, you know? Heh) okay, where was i. Oh and since i went out with them, I sure had great things in mind like asking them fr opinion to get the new shoes. And i actually did get a pair of vans.

Thanks fik, for all the hard effort you had put, serving the nation, exercising till you almost drop dead only to find me spending it on something that me likey (: I'll love you, if you continue to give me my allowance. But he put it in a way which indirectly telling me the money he give is not for shopping -.- O-kay.
"Im a happy girl, because finally i got myself the shoe" Me
"The money is fr you to save, syg" Him
0.o
And he even say "If you go cashless, you can go eat the shoe, no more money fr you"
Heartless boy! :'(

2009-07-06T11:57:00.004+08:00

A fresh new week once again. May this week be a nicer one. Finally meeting the bestfriend after 3 weeks or a month of not meeting. But the least we could do is to call and update each other on things. And to add on, fadhuli might be tagging along since, me and afra, we are finally heading to the east side, today. Chey.

Weekend was all simple and good, i almost died when fik told me he had to standby for the guard duty. Silly, almost killed my mood fr the entire weekend. Catch movie yet again, eventho we're both dead broke.

And the list of movies will go on... I think ive been spending way too much and i hate being broke. Makes me feel useless, totally. Bleargh.

Another week of night calls only, well you serving the nation, makes us closer. You even agree on that (:
Marziah and shikin bby, finally aye. Love you both muchos. Hhaha!

2009-07-02T16:25:00.002+08:00

"you see potential on my flaws and that's exactly what i need"
♥♥

You know how we don't go wishing the months we spent. Heh, but yesterday night was weird because i eventually remembered it was the first of the month. & you did too. Its not as if we do not bother to celebrate and remember dates and whatnots, its not about the quantity, but the quality. Hehe. Come to think, i don't know how i managed to survive handling all these things we had since day 1. And i came wid a conclusion, in the name of love, i always believe. Even though there were times where we both seriously was about to give everything up. Well, we had a tough journey, very much (!!!) fr those who had seen, i bet they know. But somehow, what kills you are things that makes you stronger. & to you thank you fr lifting this up till today, thank you fr making me a stronger person, thank you fr believing in this thing that we have.

With that, happy 16th idiotlove :)
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
xoxo.

2009-06-29T18:59:00.006+08:00

So little time yet so many things to do.
I wish there's more hours in a day, more days in a week so i can finally do what i wanna do.
Im practically tired of rushing everywhere.
Gosh!

The best part of weekend was only transformer with love. And monday is today, yet again. I've been thinking, should i or should i not quit digi. I have 2 lesser days in a week to hang out with the girls. And i know they've been thinking im sucha bitch to neglect them. But work load, has been quite a heavy one these days, pardon me hor. Juggling 2 jobs, not that fun you see.

Further more, my fridays and saturdays are usually with fik and his family due to him serving the nation. I think i really need a time management session. Because i dont know how to handle the hours which seem so little.

& i got to agree, life would suck w/o you. Heh, can't stop listening and humming to that right? (:
Things like fik texting me as early as 7am just brighten me day. I already miss you idiotlove :/

2009-06-23T12:57:00.002+08:00

i miss you, womans!
Glad that im gonna meet yana next thurs.

Drag me to hell with nazreen was funny, because we got pretty much scared. I slide down my seat and shut my ears, pengecut! Hahaha. Had a good catch up with him. That man is gonna serve nation too. Pretty much most of my guy friends are at this stage of serving nation, how much they have grown :)

Next more and more movie. Transformer! I so can't wait. And that marks what, 2 years of something? Haha, how time flies right. Life's been reasonable, a whole lot of goods and whole chunks of bads these years.

Oh anw i remember what fik's mom said;
mama: nanti mama ngan papa gi KL ke, budak2 ni campak kat rumah Qad
me and the girls: eh boleh aje, best pe!

Hehe, i can't wait if they have a sleep over at my place. Syg banget lor these instant sisters that god sent me :) :) ♥

2009-06-16T12:52:00.002+08:00

Very much wettttttttttt! (:

2009-06-15T10:49:00.002+08:00

And there goes my nice weekend. The birthday weekend was superb, well spent wid the loved ones. Friday was fetching fik from CCK, seeing him wid his uniform and such. Haha, i almost died laughing at him wid the heavy bag and uniform. Went over his place and did a little catch up.

Saturday was a day wid a lot of special people. So the surprise was at west coast park. Met him for good food before the surprise. I was seriously lazy to walk when we got down at west coast. Super panas, and sorry babies, i was the one who wished fr rain. Hahaha, i can't help but to feel sorry when all of sudden it rain heavily :p We were seriously drenched lor.

Fik was saying he wanna spend quality time at west coast, right. All i know was i saw familiar faces bbq-ing food. His mom, sisters, aunts, uncles and my girlfriends. I was happy actually to see the girlfriends there. And whats even sweet was his mom took the effort to prepare the food and such for the surprise.

Then came his friends and more of his friends. Haha, thanks so much for coming down, just to celebrate my birthday eve wid me. & the nice thing was, my mom and bro did come by too. So you can actually feel how nervous i was to see both mamas' talking to each other about me and fik. Very nervous ah, but i pretend to be okay. Was eavesdropping on whatever they were talking about and kept telling fik about it. Hahaha. What the.. Especially when they talk about 7 years from now. You know what i mean, i almost died.

More pictures that im gonna update when fifi and feka upload. Whatever it is thanks;
to Adams' and hidayah fr the cards
to fik for planning this for me ♥
to those who came
to those who wish
to both fik and my family
to izah and khai for the watch you gave me
to afra who sang birthday song like orang gile at 12 midnight eventho suara tak sedap. hahaha.
to aziemah and wan, because wan made a special delivery to my house on sunday morning while ziemah's over at JB just to pass me the heart to heart creation. Aww, very sweet lor you!
Me had a wonderful time. I've got the bestest loved ones, what more can i ask on this birthday?

XOXO, Qad

2009-06-11T15:26:00.005+08:00

I was on msn with yana. Catching up on each others life. My gosh, how much i've missed her. Was talking about people who take people fr granted, something like that. Only want people to be there during their downfall and when they are doing good, they would totally disapper. That kinda thing? Hah, whats new yana? Nothings new. There's so many examples around, yet we are blinded at times (: Anw, babe, holidays are in, so lets meet up pretty much soon. & I've got a whole list of people to meet.

Yana
Afra
The Adams'
Nabella
Ite Mates

Im a call away, seriously. Just that we can always meet up for dinner since im working till 5. But that's if you people are free. But i guess, i meet Adams' and Afra more often compare to the rest. Heh, maybe because they are nearer to me? Bottomline, meet up shall it be (:

Anyways, May has been a real bitchy month for me, like totally. Too much roller coaster ride, which i manage to overcome, thankfully. I didnt know what made me pull through all that, all in the nameof love? Hah, i don't know. Playing pretend was the hardest thing ever, i wonder how people can be actresses/actors. Alhamdulilah, i pull through (:

First week of June was horrible already, it was a bad start i shall say. Yet again, things got pretty much better. And here we go again, birthday week. Hehehe. Im loving it already despite the fact that im turning a year older. Mmh, got the new phone, got the guess wallet, got the casio watch. I want more, can? Hee. Oh got my eyes checked, and da sah, aku da potek.

ANYWAYS

I will love you more if you could get me this? Ah. the heels pon must be something like that. Lawa kan, lawa kan, lawa kan! Ahh, i suke ler! On another note, im waiting for my shoes, my 5.5 sized shoe. Terima kasih manyak manyak. & i feel like pinky all over today, thats why the font is in pink. Idk why.

♥

My lips like sugar;This candy got you sprung ;So call me your sugar;You love you some

2009-06-01T10:29:00.004+08:00

My weekends was well spent. From friday night to sunday evening. I spent the whole 3 days with Fik's family and himself and his friends on sunday. Friday night was great! Dinner wth the family and performance over at RP's cultural centre to watch his sister, fliq, performing. She did a good job, as usual. Great dancer i can say :)

Saturday was Hi Tea with the three ladies, Mama, izah and tasha. Had much fun! Eating, laughing, camwhoring (minus the part my digi cam like shit) and walking around town with heels which caused me to have nice blisters.

"Qad pakai kasut size ape eh?" -Mama
"Oh, 5, 5 and half gitu ah." Me
"Aik! Kaki pon ade half eh?!" Tasha
Hahaha! Smack you then you know. His forever cute little sister! She likes to immitate me you know, where got fair! 14 yr old kid bully me! Hahaha!

& meet this kiddo! (:

Sunday was a wedding invitation from Fik's friend. I went over his place only to see him half dressed rubbing his eyes. Si pig ni still can continue his sleep while me watching cartoon, best per? -.- But this one embarrass me most when he was getting ready;

"bie, jahitkan butang baju i." Him
"Urm.." Me
"Mama suruh tolong jahitkan"Him
"I tak tau jahit seh!"Me
His mom and sisters were laughing and all. Wah piang, malu oi depan mama! I almost died when she said "hantaran kene potong ah gini"
You can ask me to cook, bake and clean the house but not sewing. Its really not my interest

:(
I is so saddddd. lol.

So we head over to Jurong with the bunch of Bishan's alumni. I was shy, i think. Hehe, but good thing is, they did welcome me nicely. We hang around after having lunch there and head off to meet his aunts, mom and sis over at another wedding then to IMM for some window shopping. Halfway, wedges buat hall babe. Tsktsk. But lucky thing still can tahan, so i didnt manage to use up fik's cash on new one. Daymnn!

Its monday, and here we go againnnnnnnnnnnn.
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Anyways, there goes the farewell fr the soon to be ns retail boys (:

2009-05-28T14:58:00.004+08:00

My last two saturdays have been great. Spending time with these loves since i have no time to catch up with them over the island. That's because its either me having off or them not working. So yeah, just random meet ups makes me happy (:

Not to forget, we went to Winson's gig over at the Art House and i think they did well. Kudos!
Its a whole different thing seeing him at work and on stage. Hehehe.

The thing is, i only have weekends and holidays to look forward since, everyday is just another working day, which means a normal routine of mornings and late nights. & the best part of weekdays is definately random meet ups with the gfs too. I miss them and its been days since i met them since schedule is very tight this week. Promise to meet you people up soon for our normal catch up and gossip session.
(Since feka claim that she's gonna open some random mak bedah booth,lol!)
This girl here is practically busy with school that i hardly see her around the island. Babe, i hope you and the 2 girls are doing just fine with all your projects, assignments, lectures, tutorials etc. I miss those days whereby we struggle to finish and meet up the project deadlines, screwing each other, quarreling over things but getting nice grades after which.

Speaking of which (though i've wished them personally) happy birthday to my may babygirls!
Ain and Shikin my lesbian partner. Gosh shikin, you better meet me soon or i might consider you out of my life soon. (Marziah too) I almost forget how you look like, hahahaha!

The guys in the island (mostly) are leaving us girls to rot in the island. To serve the nation that is. Im gonna miss working, laughing and having them around to flirt (in a friendly way, duh!) to joke and to have supper with. I miss those days when they really took care of us, clearly can remember during my 19th birthday, last year how well they took care of us girls, how cute they were when they sang me the birthday song in the middle of clark quay not forgetting with my all time favourite digi girlfriends :) I miss us four, anyway.
& thank god sulaiman is not ditching us, because ala, ni abang police still have the whole time to entertain my nonesense since he's leaving only this coming october. Hehe.

Life's been pretty much good, you know. Its just that things are a little messed up, but being me i know i could handle it all, well i can say. Not that i need to fall and not to get up you know. Let's just say when i fall, i have all the strength given by the loved ones so i could stand up again. Thank you love for being there. Its not just one or two of you, but the whole lot of you.
I need not name anyone of you, because i know, you know that we will be around for each other.
Let's just say we're all no hi and bye friends. I know we can count on each other! ;)

Working in the island seriously never made me feel any better. I love working there, but the thing is, i do not fancy how rumours could spark within seconds via people's mouth. And i do not get some there who would just try too hard to please. Telling me this and that for the fact is you're quite good at pretending. Seriously. And the best solution to all this is, to listen to its original story so as to know. Ah, wait don't judge me through this entry, please ask la haiyo! :)

Eh, don't you people think i've typed too much? Alot right. Oh wait, you know yesterday while in the island, Anil showed me and Seri the new digiphoto pants. OMAGOSH. I almost died looking at it. Long black pants, plus black shoes. Seri and i have been thinking of ways to alter that clown sized pants. EEEEE, no taste betul ah nie kels! Lol.

& i think im quite done with this long entry especially for people who visits this space, seeing the same thing on a daily basis. Mueehehee.

& oh, fik, not to worry, you're not forgotten. Thanks for the panjang quarreling session. I had fun lol. What more, not meeting you fr almost years, heh. Kudos to us. Okay, catch movie with me soon ah? Oh no ah? Heh. Me misses you muchos.

*wink wink*

2009-05-22T11:40:00.003+08:00

OVERDUE PICAS (:
Can't you see how happy i am these days? hehehehe!
Right CHAFEKA LUNA? :P

2009-05-21T15:58:00.005+08:00

It was all good and fun. Meeting the classmates and camwhore and quick catch up session :)
Hope to meet you babies soon!

& life's been pretty much fair :)
See you when i see you!

2009-05-19T14:49:00.001+08:00

Good girl gone bad,lol.
eh amcam star trek? heh.

2009-05-14T13:51:00.005+08:00

Thank you gf for being around to entertain me. Had much fun hor last night.

Met afra for some happy happy times more like girls out to us, heh. Head to funan for dinner over at KFC and had our usual hang out session at clark quay. Romantic pe kite due jer. This badot is all i need for a midweek hangout session to make me laugh like an idiot in the middle of CQ. Thanks eh babe. Haha :)

Afra: Eh kau tau that time kak nor tersalah ckp, sim cat instead of sim card *laugh hysterically*
Me: Err, okay.
Silly sia this girl. Belum apape da buang tebiat, how? Heh.
And the fact that my eyes twitch for the past 5 days, plus today the sixth day made her laugh loudly too. Luckily there wasn't any aye im popular ah need my signature kinda shit yesterday. Hahahah!

But the thing is, luckily we didnt bump into any one from the past or what nuts, better still we met people for the future. (Hahahahahahah!) Aiyayai.

Bottom line, i just had fun, so nothing else matter much :)
& Ehem! Thanks afra! :D :D

2009-05-11T13:10:00.002+08:00

I hate mondays, i hate it, hate it so much. Bleargh!

I had a great weekend minus the fact i had to go office on vesak day. What the hell, nevermind about that. Had good momsy day celebration over at aunts place. I missed the whole lot of cousins.
It was nice except that the kids were happily saying they do not have school today. Me and my 2 working cousins were complaining on how unfair it is being an adult. Very true lor. I. hate.working.life :(

Anyways, i did some catching up with shikin and marziah the other day over msn. I missed them both so much. The west sider who was close to me since early of ITE. Ahhhhhh, we were talking about the train rides, how star karat i could get, what a psycho marziah was. Hahaha, and shikin's favourite line "im still at the bustop" lol. Sigh, meet up soon boobies! I miss ya both!

Apart from that, im meeting the other 3 muff, haida and sot i think for the grad thingy.
Why not, we go for dinner like muff suggested. And those who have school you can meet us after school for the dinner? Sounds good? Hmm. Feedbacks please you busy humans! :)

I hate today, im alone while waiting for fik's sister to come over the office. The rest went for meeting and so here i am all alone listening to Ria, 89.7 fm sappy malay songs., lunching over a packet of nasi padang which my nice collegue bought, Sad right?!!! You tell me, sad or not?! Hurhur, i hate lunching alone and esp with sappy malay songs now. Gosh i miss idiotlove. The last i met him was fri after work. Bleargh.

& yessa babygirls, friday with iman, feka, myra.
& yessa afra, wed with you. (Oi thurs keje pagi eh qad, ingat sikit. Hahahha!)
Ok, i shall continue munching. Bye!

2009-05-07T19:42:00.002+08:00

Idiotlove's Birthday was a simple yet a nice one, heh. Thanks to those involved!
Feka, i owe you okay babe :)
The fam chalet was nice too.

Liana, i update for you, you know. Hahaha :)

Life's been tiring, seriously. Have been working and it feels like forever. Imagine me complaining now, omg ive got my whole life to work for. Tsk tsk.

& Apart from work, life's quite tough, with people who seem really demanding and less understanding. Some may get what i mean. Thank you idiotlove for tolerating some nonesense, heh. He's been trying to keep me saint and patient most of the time these days. I think i cant handle some stuffs alone. Thank you love eventho we could get real busy and i could go around getting cranky towards you and you gg "asek2 nak marah i" Hehehe, love you still babe!
:)

2009-04-29T12:47:00.002+08:00

And here i am all alone, its only 12:48 and i have all the hell of time till 5pm. Can anyone please entertain me? Tsktsk. Worse still i don't have anything to do besides checking out logistics co in sg.
Tomorrow's another working day. Was just about to make plan with idiotlove for movie or something since thurs is usually our free time. But only to know i have to meet the boss at 8pm tomorrow :( You tell me, how sad i can get. I mean, thats the free day that we both usually have what. Oh and anyways, im glad that mama's birthday was a good one for him and my family. End the day after catching movie. Thank you bby.

Long weekend means spending fruitful time with the family. As much as i think its just another plan, im looking forward since its been ages i get to spend time with them all. Saturday will be feka bby birthday, in a way, i can't get to celebrate with her. But no worries babe i'll make it up okay :)
Sunday will be idiotlove's birthday. Tsktsk, so old already la you.

The bottomline is: i am bored, can someone be nice and entertain me via msn, hp or FB?
Thank you!

2009-04-28T19:07:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NINETEEN BIRTHDAY BABE! :D

2 more birthdays this week.
Wah, best eh korang, birthday on the same week.

2009-04-21T21:18:00.003+08:00

So many things to say, so little time i have. Tsk tsk. I hate it when the lappy gives a whole lot of trouble. Fckin annoying when i have to spend and fork out money every single time for it. And the coming pay is so little. Bleargh! Ok whatever!

Anyways, new job, new place, new people! Its been great knowing them. Daily phone calls, papers, reciepts, invoices. Hah! All thanks to fik sister, thank you so much izah love. I sayang you alot la babe! Ok idiotlove, i sayang you too okay ;) Can't deny that it gets really tiring coping with digi and office. But i'd rather do that than stay home earning nothing, because i wanna save alot la kan (psst, nak kahwin lor, lol) Ok, joke. I just have some plans and im gonna need more cash, so yeah :) Plus, lesser time spent with this idiot! Babi sia perangai dua2, workaholic habes! Hehe. Never mind fik, next shopping trip, with me controlling you on your too expensive expenses! :p

Things have been great, except that, being a 'young adult' feels weird. Expensive fares and such.I almost died. Anyways, short meet up today with afra since i was extremely bored and i didnt wanna go home early. We made stupid videos that prolly she would update la. Hahahhaha.

Anyways, i have alottttttttttttt of plans line up, only waiting for the right time. Heh heh :)
Got to go now! Goodnight loves!

2009-04-15T17:19:00.003+08:00

Practically have been spending my days with the same bunch of ppl, not forgetting meeting afra for lunch and fifi for another wasted afternoon.

Went to bishan to see fik's bby sisters. Ikah and izah. Ikah had dance performance.

Congrats for coming 2nd to you dancers!

Im looking forward for mama's birthday tomorrow.

Suprise, suprise :)

ps: Fifi bangun laaaaaaaaaaa. here i am rotting at your home! hahah.

2009-04-08T16:11:00.002+08:00

The 6th driving out outing with the other four was a blast, eventhough me think that we should go out earlier. But i had fun. Driving around, picnic over at henderson wave, home cooked food, pasta, chickens, sandwich, roti jawa(lol), ecp lagoon for dinner, geylang lorongs, bukit timah creepy road, late night 1 am. It was awesome. And all those stupid jokes we had, and liza jadi bahan ketawe and me being the triangle plate, thank you so much la kan. Hahah. I wanna have more of this soon okay, now that im officially free, wait maybe not that free since im gonna start a new job this 15th. Ahhh, new environment, i hope its gonna be all fine :)

I hope things would be okay for bro since his gotta attend a day surgery. Mmmh.

& please enlighten me, why do boys have to go for national service? Baaaaaaaa!

And its few days before my 20th :( :( Sedihhhhhhhh.

Anw, happy 20th imah love! :)

You are so olddd. eee, tua! hahaha.

Love love you babe!

2009-03-29T19:53:00.003+08:00

After so long, i managed to meet my babe, yana bby! Had lunch over at puncak, walk around till we reach ps, wah this girl ah, kaki punya la long, walk so fast! Cannot take it hor babe. Haha. We went for the gig thingy for a while, but since it was quite full, we end up going off.

I totally had fun laughing crazily with you hor yana. How much we both had grown eversince we were in kindergarten. Wah, super long, when i was still skinny, now macam boyak la the tummy. Hehehe. Thank you so much babe for a good saturday evening :)

Afterwhich met idiotlove over at vivo since someone was from work. Plan was to catch a movie, but thanks la, we are always fickle, or him rather. We end up going over best denki, games shop to find his ps3 games. -.- Boys will always be boys la kan. Dine over at fig&olive and i had the apricot dessert only since i was bloated with ice lemon tea (right yana) and he had penne with bacon thingy.

So what's the happy part, apparently i skipped work. Met idiotlove and head off for lunch over at sakura. (You like to pamper me with food hor, get ready to see my flabs ah bby.) Went around far east and he got himself a nike shoe, like usual from left foot. Oh not forgetting me of course, we head off to Nike Singapore over at wisma and got our customized tee for the 6th outing with the other 4. Lawa laaaaaaaaaaa. Saya suka sekali! He bought a pair of shades too for us.

It was suppose to be about me, since he wanna spend on me, but i cannot ah, the thought of using his cash, i just thought that i shouldnt. We went to gap, f21, pull&bear, esprit, cotton on and nothing seem nice, i think because im not comfortable with him splurging on me.
I even called afra to ask her what should i get, hahaha. I end up with nothing but only a bangle from f21. hehehe.

Okay, im so distracted by rimarcell wedding.
Bile oh nak kahwin! Kat bawah nye wedding super nice.
I was telling idiotlove that i want my wedding theme to be black and hot pink. Wah seh, cannot take it right, day dream until like that. But this one even worse than me

"Bile eh bwh blk i nak ade kemah?"-IL
"Kemah buat ape eh?" -Me
"You lembab ah, and kemah bawah blk you jgk"- IL
"OHHHH, hehehhee" -Me

Nak keje hari2 la like this. *daydreams
Hahah, okay, bye! I wanna chat with yana alr.

2009-03-27T00:51:00.005+08:00

Boleh gile you at work earlier on. Hehehe. Sorry hor, can't help it, we were all smiling from ear to ear. Hehehee.

Can't deny that the chalet was great despite the few number of people who stayed throughout. I had good time with them all, playing games, slacking around, stay up till late, swim at 12 am till i fall so sick now. Haha, it was all worth while.

So it started by me and the girls cooking over at my place before heading there. Thanks to muff's boyfriend (: Head off to the chalet and all the fun started.

I'll just tell the memorable parts. It's the BBQ night where we had our games, class video (which i will wanna put up somehow) that lead most of us to tears. Its super sweet. The video from the 2nd day of school and such, oh my, how time flies. And how i meet good people in that school. I love how nature work despite the failure that all of us got till we landed in ITE.

We had this notes for one another, that sort of thing. And it was sweet reading all the sweetest things that has been said by them. And thank you, you for the extra heart note :) very much appreciated, you know that.

I just can't believe that there isn't gonna be anymore skipping lesson, going to the canteen during lesson, toilet breaks, the noisy people at canteen, the hot gossips, the eye candies. No more of that, it just feels that we're on the longest vacation from school for a fact that it has all come to an end, but not goodbye, for sure. Aww man.

Sighsigh, enough of all those sappy thing. I know im gonna meet my girls very soon for melalak session. Love you babies! It isn't nice to be sick but serve me right for having too much chocolates, sweet err drinks, late night swim and etc.

Now, down with fever and flu plus, nothing but workkkkkkkkk siols!
& Yana, i can't wait to meet you this saturday.
& i wanna spend my sunday, wisely with you (:
& afra you know i know that black is beautiful. HAHAHAA.
& thanks to ziemah and wan that my laptop and wireless are all fine and good. Thank you so much! I owe you couple one!

Much LOVE!
:) :)

2009-03-23T00:29:00.002+08:00

Aiya marziah, baru one day i privatise you gelisa already aye that i didnt invite you to read. Heh heh heh.

Nah, you can read now, because i didnt do any entry. Its just that i was contemplating on changing my url or to privatise. Which one sound better? To change mydeadlywords to something new perhaps?

Prolly, that little privacy at times is really needed. Because when a blog isnt somewhere you can rant what you want, it is already a little hard because you can't express your thoughts as and when. Get my drift? Ok good.

Now i am so looking forward for certain plans. The class chalet will be tmr till wed, the sunday shopping plan (thats why i love you more, if not i dont. Teehehehe, ok joke!) the 10th rounding rides with so much love and fun planned. Awww, and there's more with the gfs and for sure yana baby. Tell me, tell me why should i get miserable having to work when it is the main source of income which enables me to do things which i really love.

Ok i am so hyped up. I need to sleep since me and the girls have to do some cooking tmr.

And oh yeah, im still thinking whether i should privatise or change url. Heh heh heh.

Everything, like you love.

2009-03-19T21:49:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was seriously a very long day because i had 3 in 1 plans. Head off to beach with Fekabby for a while, but i think eh that girl betul2 skin putih la, she can get dark so fast, but not me. Hurhur.

Went to meet haida, liza, muff, aziemah and wan at marina square for catch up session which actually suppose to be the time to reformat my laptop. Being selenger me, i forgot to bring the cd thingy. Bodoh, mati tak nak. Tsktsk! Had lunch at QiJi and head off to bowl, it was a last minute plan since i saw the bowling area. It was nice, there's always the first time for everything la hor.

Got separated with them around 7 and off to meet my babes for teh tarik session. While drinking and talking they made last minute plans, so i just drag my ass off and thanks fit :) Haha. Suke korang buat plans to transform my skirt to dress. Hahaha. It was funny, we had our girls out and nevermind about what happened. Wasted wasted. Haha.

Things like;

"Eh i have lotsa fans ah" *Signs"-Afra

Fuck you! Hahahaha! -Me

"Ima, kau okay?" *Sental minyak kapak on her nose* -Me

*Breathes in louder* -Ima

Asthma attack sia imah!

Hahahah!

Today was really nice, something simple, yet a meaningful day. Head off to botanics with them girls and guys for wan's suprise birthday celebration. I like the food ziemah cook, me and him thought it was really nice. & now i have to cook it for someone. Hahaha.

Thank you, you, for coming over before the long tiring day.
*loves*

Went off and meet the 2nd family for good food. Thank you mama for treating me to seoul garden. It's my first, so i was kental la kan. Seriously! My tummy was bloated, standard ah, bula macam bola. Bola pon tk gini, sebulat world ah right my tummy.

Went to window shop with them all, from the laughters, to the crazyness to train ride to Lot 1 and to window shopping again. Thank you mama, for getting me chocolates. Sayang sangat la! & you know, seoul garden is already fulfilling enough and someone have to just treat us for dinner over at C2K. Seafood and such. I almost died, but i skipped the rice, i can't take it anymore, you know.

"Yela, abg nak tunang ah next year" *looks around to mama and papa, laughing

"Abg nak kahwin eh?" -Mama
"Aar!!! Nak!! Hahhaa"

"Ah ye, takde duit nak byk ckp"

"Eh ade $1000, hahaha"
"Your head!"
Hahaha, senang2 nak kasi anak orang makan pe. Ade je tinggal kat tepi lorong.

Those bullying me eh, idiotlove. Say im the one who ask for shopping spree. Babi, hahaha!

It's nice what to care and share when you have cash, yes? no? :p

& oh thanks for treating my family to satays :)
Very much appreciated okay.

"Maybe we should combine the family for a big dinner someday"

" I think so too"
:)

I love you as a whole and the rest for sure. Thank you so much!

2009-03-17T14:17:00.003+08:00

Firstly, work was super weird, i don't know why but it was weird. Maybe the situation or prolly its me and feka being tensed after so long of not working. But still, i had fun camwhoring using the company's camera using lotsa chips only to see meh and feka's prettyy pictures. Ok, joke. Hahaha. (Psst, i think im late, meeting this girl here :p)

They say bad habits die hard. I thought so too. You know, i have the habit of eating when im bored, happy or sad which i should definately stop, lah! Gemok, gemok.

Anyways, gonna meet some of these girls tmr noon to reformat my boleh buang kat tong sampah at times laptop and to have a quick catch up. Prolly sit over lunch and talk and laugh about the stupidest things. Heh. I can't wait. It's only a week or so of not meeting them but it feels so long. Hurhur.

& you babes, we shall make it through la aye. Nothing's perfect and nothing can go smoothly without effort. Im sure, that there's still some hope for our 7 long years of friendship. Just a little talking, just a little sorting, just a little truth from everyone, and to top it of, with love, patience and understanding. I know, you girls know how much the friendship means eventhough we say mean things when we're upset and angry. I love love you girls! & yes friends do come and go, but if it is so for our friendship, it would have happen years ago. So let's have faith! :)

Yana bby, when oh when are we meeting?

&& also, YOUUUUUUUU! I demand time from you, i don't care! Muahaha! :p

2009-03-15T22:42:00.003+08:00

So anyways, my friday and saturday night was well spent with Ima & Fit. Random call by fit to crash my place. Initial plan of baking or doing some jelly changed to me cooking ayam masak merah and mopping the floor cause it was oily -.-" Hah, but it was nice of them coming over since they were bored and i've not seen fit for donkey years. And of course, my bed is the usual spot. Hah hah (:

Ohh, you touch my tra lala. Lol, funny right you girls! & This one thing i cannot stop laughing, the finger licking god aye fit? Haha!

Saturday was a quick one since we met late. It was nice after so long of not catching up. But i was too sleepy i think.

Had a nice sunday. Movie with mom and bro, coming soon was nice. I don't really like the ending though, but the sound effects ah, cannot ah, makes it scary! Haha.

I have thousands things to say, buuttttttttt, never mind, sometimes things are better unsaid.
Ahh, tsk, k bye!

2009-03-13T01:52:00.002+08:00

Happy 1st year Aziemah And Wan! :D

May you both be blessed with neverending fairytale ahead!

xoxo; Qad!

2009-03-12T01:12:00.004+08:00

I am a happy girl because exams over bby :) Its just that goodbyes are hard, the fact that i did tear up when we left the cafe to celebrate liza's 21st and our so called mini graduation at the rooftop bar. I love the place, seriously, its just that i would appreciate if they have a better playlist to go along with the mood of the customers there. But its nice, still. Im just gonna update on what happened yesterday and today. Marziah, haida, muff and myself did the HR Paper within an hour. We rushed to change and off to bugis to get the cake and reserve the place. Initial plan to liza was, me meeting someone, marziah's not coming, haida and muff attending to Naira. What stupid lies. But she fell for it, oh liza, you are silly.

So i did this cards for liza's amazing race to the destination. And we picked her and the other girls over at the starting point with an A4 Paper saying Happy Birthday Liza. Let her pick and find all the luminous green cards and paste it all over her shirt. She finally got the last card and had to shut her eyes, to climb up all the way to the rooftop bar. I know liza, its tiring. Hehehe. :P

& when she open up her eyes, there she go, her birthday gift and a nice card with her sexyman and baby's face. Lol, damn funny. And of course Marziah,who acted that she's not coming. Haha, priceless.

Sot and Wan came in later and off the rest went to 'smoke' and light up the cake from the back. Say aww to us, i think it was a great plan. Imagine this, its planned a day before this and it was within the trip from Bishan to Woodland, how nice :D

The best part was ayim suprised all of us and appeared out of nowhere with a chocolate cookie for all of us girls. Thanks ayim, we love you!

To add on the graduation, marziah plan that we had to write to each and everyone. So we did the writing of cards :) All touchy, make me go sappy. Belo nye qad, cengeng! Haha, but it was sad. I never like the idea of getting comfortable with ppl and separating with them. But that's life anw.

~~Im gonna update pics very soon because my connection suck and i cant get them pics up here! Boo!~~

And and the dinner was nice too. I just wish there were more of them, but its okay. Thank you, you. Your new phone, i would like to throw! Hahaha.

That's why i pick you. Hahaha, hilarious!
You know i love love you. Haha :D
Thanks again!

Old arguments can finally be put to rest forever.

2009-03-09T16:22:00.006+08:00

For the lady who have been a sister to me, Nor Saliza Bte Saeedi. Happy 21st Birthday to you love! May you stay happy, blissed always. Hopefully mr right will find his way to meet you soon! *wink* ;p Thank you for being there for me and fret not, im always here for you too. I love you babe! :)

What am i doing here when im suppose to get my ass off to complete memorising those notes. I'll continue by this evening. Hopefully tomorrow's PR paper will be manageable.

I love the DVD session, lazing around, canadian pizza, laughters, joys and companion for the whole noon :)

& maybe i should have a nap now, since liza got me affected with her sickness, tsktsk!

Lucks for the exams loves! :)

2009-03-08T00:42:00.003+08:00

Accompanied Aziemahtugiman on Friday night for her last minute forum over at novena. Dine over at BK and had endless of chomping (not munching ok) on fries. Tsk tsk tsk. Fries tuh pon jadi ah. But never mind, yang sudah tuh sudah la hor. Malas aku.

I is happy because i spent my saturday very early with good ending. Woke up at 7, off to novena for bro's thingy and head off to school. This is my favourite part, because i got my cash back. So after meeting the guys and had fair share of laughter (eventhough weird because its been months since we last see each other) we head off not to study but to shop. Oh how nice. Me and liza went over to novena yet again, got our tops there and off to town. Shopped from 130 till 530, hows that? Very good! Hah.

Liza's Shopping Bags:

Tee's from pull n bear, boyfriends shirt from cotton on,dress from far east, jacket from edc and accessories from far east.

Mine:

Pull and bear jacket, top and bro's gift.

I think my jacket and bro's gift cost a bomb for today. Tsktsk, takpe, i still like it, so it's okay. See, that's why im a happy girl today :D But unlike someone, i do not spend cash on consecutive days. Smlm cap, slippers, bag, today, nike watch which cost 239. Crazy right you. Hahaha.

Nevermind, shopping makes us happy, remember?

& anws, if im appearing to be online or so on msn, i might not be next because my connection suck and i keep on being disconnected. Sorry if its irritating, talking and seeing me off the next moment. I'll try to fix this blehbuanganytime laptop (:

2009-03-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

I did manage to drag my ass to school today, since yesterday i paitao shikin to study in school. Sorry baby. And sorry aziemah tugiman for being late earlier today. Can't help it, i woke up at 8 with no one at home and only phone vibrations. Teehee, piggggggggg.

School's come to an end, besides next week's 2 papers. I am gonna miss the daily routine that we all go through. Gonna miss everything about you people :(

Atlast, i feel very productive for this month's stupid late pay. Get all the things settled and got myself a sandal with liza earlier on. I can forget about saving up so that i can have sufficient cash for the whole of this month. Besides, i have sugar daddy to feed me, lol. & oh, manhattan fish was good too. Gemok, gemok, tsk!

& i think i have issue with electronic gadgets since forever. Hate it, hate it, hate it!
1st- it's my laptop charger which is spoilt, and still is, i bet the girls know how my posture is when i use the lappy.

2nd-the psp charger which don't wanna work on me even though the owner says its working. 3rd-And now the ipod friggin have issue with me also! It got jammed and i cnt switch it off, play any song or whatever nuts.
Benci laaaa!

I think your gadgets have issue with me and im sure my mp4 have issues with you too. Tsktsk! I suck at handling these gadgets.

Im glad that bro is slowly recovering although somethings are gonna stay the way it is
:/

& shikin, thank you cause you got me hook to this song. Haha, nice rightttttttt. Love love you!

2009-03-04T16:18:00.000+08:00

Changed (everything), yet again.
Be back real soon.
:)

we can't escape this love.

2009-02-26T12:25:00.002+08:00

All i need is to meet, to talk, to have fun, to do the girls thing we always do. But sometimes, it is hard to ask for all that. I miss my girlfriends alot. I wanna meet up soon, please. Sorry that i can't make it these days because ive been following the routine of school in the morning, hospital at noon till late and that continues daily, plus work, exams preparations and final projects. That is quite a challenge and i hope you girls understand :) Well, thats just for your info, in case you think i purposely get myself busy. I love you gfs.

2009-02-22T17:46:00.003+08:00

In times like now i really wish i can be the strongest woman alive. Its not like everyone live life perfectly, its not like everyone is free from problems, everyone have to face it. Its just a matter of how you take it, accept it, handle it and solve it. Its about how you manage things.

Things like managing your emotional wreck, things like managing disappointment, things like managing all of those unwanted feelings.

Life is more than getting angry over things like why you are not born perfect, its about how you wanna make yourself a happier person at the end of the day. Im not gonna complain on why problems are occuring, not gonna complain on why people can never understand, not gonna complain on this and that.

Afterall, its your family that matters most.
Get well soon, dearest brother.

Enough of all that :) :)

& Im looking forward to a better week ahead :)
See you when i see you loves :)

2009-02-22T15:06:00.003+08:00

Through here, i pour what im gonna feel. The final lap is here pretty soon and its gonna be weird not seeing you people around that often. We're gonna get busy with life, prolly with work or school and yeah, leading a future that we had plan.

Those days that we spent shall be cherished. This video may be a little too early, a little too simple, a little, but its okay, 2 weeks gonna pass very very fast. I love you people!

Warmest Love; Qad

someday we'll know

2009-02-19T09:59:00.003+08:00

Life is seriously, messy with projects and such.
I'll be back soon for more.

And thanks gfs and you, for being here for me!

You know i need you all best, esp times like now.
*loves*

*editted*

& anws, the highlight event besides the dnd, sf outing and bl grad nite was valentine's eve, whereby me and the girls plus ayim exchange our valentine's gift.

& thank you, thank you dearest lesbian partner, shikin baby. You put in so much effort in the heart straws. I love you for that! Now who can be sweeter than her? Placing the heart straws in a bucket full of love? I bet not any guys could beat her. Hehe, i love you shikin, i love you ppl 7+ 3 :))

(psst, marziah isly. hehehe!)

2009-02-18T09:47:00.000+08:00

2009-02-13T12:08:00.002+08:00

Dinner and dance was awesome. I had much fun with the digi loves and sure had good food too. Seeing them all dress up without the normal blue uniform with oversized bermudas. Hahaha.I shall update more pictures from my cammy, feka's cammy and etc.

Anyways, i'll be uncontactable unless i've text you telling that i changed my number for the mean time. If not, you can always call up my home.

I'll be back for more pictures, plus the BL farewell update.

& i think it's only fair if they treat you right for you have done your part when you were around. Don't you think so? Because me and my girls thought so. & some people are selfish for their own benefit. Im around, remember that :)

p/s: i think im selfish to make you wait, but i need time & i hope you understand that :) :)

2009-02-09T17:51:00.004+08:00

So love is about seeing a person fade away without even making an attempt to try to make it work?, NOT.

I love this skin, i think. So yes hidayah, for once, i think this might last long. & please do come to school okay :) Last lap, remember?

My weekend was fine, it's just that plan do not go smooth like always, what's new. So i end up joining izzuddin, nazreen and the rest.

School have been alright, the fact that it's gonna end and projects are finishing real soon. Presentations are on this week, so yeah. & i can't wait for the d&d and Bl Farewell. It's gonna be a busy week.

Tomorrow, movie-dinner, can't wait! It's been a while, ever since that week of a hell for us :) See ya soon!

a little space.

2009-02-03T19:45:00.004+08:00

Can't deny that flowers have been the shit last week. But it was a whole lot of fun with the part time digi mates. Im sure they had fun despite the at times being cranky cause everyone's tired attitude. I so love them :) Besides having fun working, we got cash in too, so yeah.

I think i miss the routine already. Hmmm.

Anyways, i am gonna be real busy due to projects that never ends, deadlines that are drawing nearer and the last lap for my studies. Graduating pretty soon and im sure im gonna miss the days in bishan very much :( Those eye candy days, those gossip, those kecoh moments, those excited to meet your abg(s) and waiting for each other on a morning daily basis. Aww man, 2 years seem so fast and yes im turning 20 this year. Gosh, i feel so old. I don't wanna grow old too fast please :(

I am in need of lotsa personal time. But i promise i'll try to make days for everyone around me. I'll try, because i don't even have sufficient time for myself. Sigh.

& life is seriously depressing, wait not depressing, just complicating.

I am tired tired tired!

& i think imma change the blogskin again, pretty pretty soon!

&heart; &heart;

& the way i feel, i wanna curl up like a child

2009-01-28T20:02:00.006+08:00

Hello Love :)
It's been seriously long since i did a proper update. Im pretty much alright. Not that i say that its smooth, but yeah, certain things are unexplainable and thanks for those who have been my listening ear. Sigh sigh sigh. Anyways, been busy with lotsa things. Never ending projects, work. It's sentosa flowers again, it felt as though it was a year ago that i work for the event. &&& I think im losing touch in blogging, like seriously. Im not even done with the first paragraph and i have nothing to say.

Study wise have been quite okay, except that the fact that it's the last sem and i have to push my ass all up is really tiring. Speaking of which, within 2 months or so, im finally graduating. Im so sure im gonna miss Bishan. Despite the shits that had happened and all, oh wells. Some things are better left unsaid huh.

& nothing is interesting this week cause i got to work. I'll update again when i feel like it.

♥ ♥

p/s: i miss you.

2009-01-28T20:02:00.001+08:00

2009-01-19T10:21:00.009+08:00

Updates soon :) . . .

2009-01-13T17:16:00.004+08:00

Life's been pretty much alright.

The fact that school plus work = total busyness

To make it worse, being sick.

Sorry for the post below, but i totally feel that if you don't know a thing, you should just not interfere in it, so yeah. No hard feelings, really. Things are settled, like i say, no grudges, im not that type. So yeah :D

& to you, you've been sucha great listening ear. I got to thank you for all of that.

& i wanna meet the girls this saturdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! I can't wait.

Plusplus, a date with you again after my CA this friday :D :D

2009-01-13T08:46:00.002+08:00

You do not put your hands and meddle in people's affair when you don't know nuts. So please, mind your own business. Thank you so much.

I have already said my part, PERSONALLY, so i don't need you, you or you to give your tak perlu comments.

THANK YOU SO MUCH.

muff says: MYOB. :P *peace*

Okay, muff really typed that okay. Hhaha. No hard feelings, but yeah. You dont say things as if you know, when you actually dont know. Evryone jolly well know what happened and things are settled, so shut up and move with your own business.

Just a break.

2009-01-13T08:37:00.002+08:00

imah: Din, asl letak nama as din. Letak lah "baby" ke "your bf" ke? Hahahahahahahahahahaha. Sorry qad. Hee.

Haha, funny imah =.= mane hilang ah kau? haha tk nmpk kat skola pon!

Lea: wheere do you mostly buy your dresses ? they are nice

Depends actually. i get free dresses everytime. haha!

fifi: o.O am i seing double or what? mcm pernah nampak. tapi dimana yah? hahahaa!
fifi: and btw, eksyan ah q kuar ngan budak budak saujana. hahah! kau budak fajar eh q. jgn lupa daratan. hahaha!

Hahaha. ala, fajar tuh dekat ngan saujana, sama la. hehe. IMY!

din: imah: ehk pulau pinang resident suda pulang kamu..hahaha..ko da tkde org laen nk kacao pe...ku ingt ltk name din org tk kacao...kene kacao jgk...power la...

Power kan kene kacau. hahaha!

Feka: BETUL CAKAP IMAH! WA SOKONG LU!

You all ah. hahaha!

tashaa .: Hihi Qad . Tasha tuka link sebab ada orang kacau . Relink kalau nak okay . I MISS YOU VERY MUCH

I'll relink you soon dear. internet down currently! i miss you so much too!!

namie: Q!! lol. where you've been?! hahaha.

im always around. a call away la. haha!

Wan Kukuhead: Hey Hey!! The Orientation Pics Are At My Blog Already.. Go Tell The Rest To Grab Yeah.. See U Around.. =D

Thanks wan! ive grab the pics alr. see you too! :D

2009-01-08T12:18:00.002+08:00

So here are some pictures that we took from last fri's outing.

Someone complained that i should update, but the thing is, the internet is off and im busy with lotsa things!

The orientation for the Jan intake was superb. Tiring but quite fun. Especially when you get a crazy partner like the kuku wan. Haha. Wannnn, pictures soon okay! :)

Like previous orientation they were quiet and all for the first day, but afterwhich they were all fine. I like the class i took. Wan gotta agree i guess that they make our job easier :D

Everything's been all right. From work, to school to personal life.

I miss my girls. Imah, afra, fida and fit. When oh when are we going out?

Till next time love :D

Take care!

2009-01-03T13:44:00.005+08:00

Okay, first things first. Sorry for not updating. Apparently, my internet is off and its gonna be for a long period of time, so yeah. Life's been alright and fine. So last sunday was the last time i update this space.

I've been out like, most of the days in the week. Monday was dayah's suprise. I hope that girl really had fun because she was suprised for lotsa time just for that day.

Catch bedtime stories with him on tuesday over at PS. It was a nice movie. It was funny and i think we laugh a little too loud, but that we dont care. Hah, head off to fort canning and yeah, cloud gazing instead of stars. Its the 2nd time and still the clouds get in the way. Pfft, but it was fun lying down, talking and looking at the sky. Thank you, you :D

Anyways count down. I had to work at the beach party! It was boring and draggy at first seriously. But after hours working and seeing drunkards and all sorts of familiar faces there, it was great. And after work was fun la. You and i know la okay girls. Muke korang semua i bet peeling like orange punye skin la. Because mine is in that kinda state now. Super pedih la! We got home at 10 and i slept till noon.

Oh some pictures before the count down. Have yet get hold of the other pictures.

So yesterday was another day, over at sentosa. Met new people and suprisingly new yet someone i've known. Babe, im sure you're reading this. Haha. I had fun and im sure the rest too because they had fun disturbing me and him. Power la you all. From lotsa food, snacks, drinks, to games like donkey, the stacking game which ends up us having to be push and throw into the water as a forfeit. Power! The sunset was alright and yes, 2 sunset in 2 weeks. How nice right. I'll post up some pictures, if i go online and if i get hold of pictures too.

&& im gonna update this blog in i dont know how many days or weeks. So do take care love!
& school's gonna start on monday, this suck!
& im going out with mama and meet imah in awhile :D

2009-01-02T13:27:00.000+08:00

din: hahahha...kla org ltk name...i nvr put my name oso ppl noe me dy...like psychic...hahah
Hahaha, tau pon. everyone like psychic already.

Dann: hello qad
Hello! which dann are you anw?

hidhub: hahah tu nama nya pandai baca body language!!! hahahahahaa guess guess guess. tkyah nk guess lagi. hehe
Hahaha, yeahh.

aziemah: oi da new year pon kau tak tau nak update ke? sia2 je hari2 aku bukak kau nye blog. cheh!
Sorry ah ziemah, internet down. Paham2 je la. Haha.

Liana: ehh dah one year siah you never update,okay lame hahaha
Internet down ah babe. Hahah. i saw you at lot 1 that day i think.

Sheila: nice bumping into u and friends at the siloso beach party=) link me babe
I'll link you up soon babe! :D nice bumping into you too!

sasa: hmm? update? haha.
soon! (:

2008-12-28T16:25:00.004+08:00

Happy 19th to you, joker (:
May you stay happier and healthier in years to come! Continue staying the way you are, because you are one of a kind!

Anyways, I had a blast weekend during the family chalet. I hate the chalet! I hate the chalet! Seriously, the business suite was a total bore and bull! No BBQ inside the premises, no party, gate closes at 12 am and you will have difficulty going in to premises with security guards. Wtf. But with the companion of the aunts, uncles, cousins, it was awesome!

What we did on friday night was to stay out by the beach in the tent for 10 men and to play all sort of silly games. Monopoly, UNO, jokes, riddles, BBQ, gossips, misteri jam 12, laughters. And most importantly, sleeping from 430am till 530am only. Haha. We cousins woke up to see the sunrise which was b-e-a-utiful! We got so semangat with taking pictures but for a short moment because we got too busy enjoying each others companion.

Saturday night was cycling and BBQ, we got quite sick of those food. Too much satay, cheesy hotdogs, big fat prawns, stingray, squids and chicken.

So basically it was awesome with them all. And we are planning for another one for CNY. Hopefully it will be a better place.

Im off now, take care. Now i 've updated, be happy okay =.=

2008-12-23T23:52:00.004+08:00

"When a woman stops crying, it means she have alreadly lost faith in something, likewise for love." -Seri.

I am glad that it actually happened smoothly. I was really hoping the weather would not die on me and yes it behaved! Nye heh heh. Good to know that you like it. And i like it too. Seeing the smile carve makes me double satisfied that it went all fine!

Yesterday movie was good. Except the fact that we were sleepy. Or is it me? Haha. Im always tired, like usual. We watched the day the earth stood still. It was nice, but i didnt like the ending. It was too sudden! But yeah, not that bad (:
Ziemah, your text in the middle of the cinema was not funny okay! Gue malu banget deh! Slap your dahi then you know!

Anyways, I am gonna meet Afra Syahirah tomorrow before work. Yay! Its been donkey years, chey padehal baru 1 week. Gonna do a little catch up and pass her 'sundal' skirt before my mom cuts it to kitchen cloth. Eh she calls it that sundal skirt okay. Hahaha!

Gtg! Goodnight love (:

it's time babe!

2008-12-21T21:14:00.003+08:00

& i got the smile that i had once lost back then. To think about how much life brings you up and down in a split second. Not that i choose things to be this way, not that i choose to spoil things which were supposed to be. I didn't choose. It just happened. And i believe, it happens for a reason. May things gets better, may happier days has in store and may the memories kept and fade away.I've woken up, finally. & it is a tight slap which would be beneficial for me. I'm sorry, i am not a saint. I don't think anyone at my state has the patience to see all these from time to time.

And so, i changed the blog skin! I am fickle, seriously. I just asked yana to help me out with the skin and here i am with another new skin. & yana baby if you have done the skin, just tell me, i might consider changing again. Heh heh heh.

Weekend was seriously awesome, NOT. Seriously, this is by far the worse weekend ever. But its okay, i have a week which is full of thrill, fun, suprises to come! I can't wait! Excited banget deh. Im gonna have a nice start for my week because im catching a movie tomorrow eventhough i have to work after that. Tuesday the little suprise and fri, sat and sunday the family chalet!

& im excited because someone owes me a trip to Marina barrage and to eat nasi itik. Hah, something new. May there be more first times to everything (:

I realise that time is passing real fast. Its been a year since i went to Thailand. Its been a year, and things have change drastically. Be it people, be it life. Oh wells.

Gtg! I have yet taken dinner.

&&& Ahh yessa ah, Liverpool and Arsenal match can replace me. Hmph!

2008-12-18T01:01:00.006+08:00

We girls had our mini celebration for Dayah's 19th. & i hope she likes it eventhough it was really simple. (: Cup cakes and Gajah, like you always wanted.
The beach, the junk food, the tanning, the sun.
It was fun after so long of not having this kinda outing.

Dayah had no idea of what we had plan and thats a good thing, kan Donk? Hahah. Name melekat la hor. I had to bring her to 7 eleven so that they could carry out the plan.
Hah, nice.

Pictures like usual (:

Im gonna have a busy busy weekend with the family and i can't wait for it! :D

Somethings are better off that way. Sometimes, by giving yourself the strength to look up and keep moving, it works. Only you can help yourself anyway.

Goodnight! :D

2008-12-16T11:52:00.003+08:00

So here's some pictures from Kak Ann's wedding. I think her wedding was quite grand you know. I nak kahwin jugak laa. Dengan sape2 je, nak feeling kahwin, lepas da feeling put him kat tepi, boleh? Hehehe.
So this is her evening gown. Nice kan, like princess :D

Us and the muke nak mampos punye penat pasal heels. Haha!

Pink!

Kak Ann's going back to Mark's hometown this sunday, i bet we will miss hanging out with her over at their place with hot juicy gossips. Hahaha.

Anyways, i can't wait for tomorrow's sentosa out with the girls plus ayim! Excited deh, its been a while since i stay under the sun! Food, fun, excitement (:

& i'm looking forward to next tuesday (: (: (:

heh heh heh! *wink*

2008-12-15T00:03:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY AFRA SYAHIRAH!

Sayang kau :D

Anyways, Kak Ann's wedding was great. Good food, pretty dresses, nice deco. I had fun, eventhough it was tiring with heels. Halfway semua yang confident mama pakai heels changed to slippers like billabong, ripcurl etc. Hahaha! Cool okay with baju kurung :D

Updates on the pictures, soon.

& i had funnn (:

2008-12-13T13:03:00.002+08:00

Replies:

imah: Eh gila, aku miss kau! satu sekolah tapi batang hidung kau pon aku tak nmpak. Hahahaha. kental pe bbl gitu. LOL.

Hahaha, tau. But we meet up with the boys already kan. Haha ♥

MONTEL: thanks Babe! (: Satu hari I will go there! (:

Welcome! You should go (: (: (:

zad: yelah btol pe. aku tgk gambat teros mcm raye mood gitu. haha. aku ngidam satay ah. haha.

Hahaha, kau makan ah lidi satay. Haha!

Liana: i'm being like the rest, i wanna go to Henderson waves too, with ehem2 ahahahah

Well, you should then. hahah (:

Reez:duhh.. korang tengok la korang pakai ape, macam mana bangla tak amik gambar korang??? hahahahah!!!! classy!

Kau ade problem pe aku pakai gitu? hahaha. anw fareez, story dah basi eh. kau lambat betul bace the post. haha.

I have been busyyyyyyyyyyyyy, with work, school and outings. Heh heh.

To sum up, i work for 3 consecutive days and i had fun working eventhough it was tiring. Project is still pilling up but im glad some have already been handed in (:

& let's shout cause its holidays baby!

& Work is awesome especially when my favourite old timer is back.

Rajjjjjjjjjj (: (:

I think we hug him too tight that day, right dayah?

Anyways, life's been pretty much good besides being busy. Oh my friday night was fun. Spent time with the Fajar street soccer usual boys after so long. Nazreen, syak, izzuddin and my babygirls afra and ima. Happy dehh. Some people had to be lambat but its okay, heh. Head off to scape to see the bands and off to flyers for supper and late night hang out. I love, love.

Thank you, you.

Anyway, i really don't mind on certain things that have been said, i mean, it's not as if it affect my life alot. & some people are just that way, and i couldn't be bothered anyways.

Im fine with it, very much fine, so you should not worry too much.

& sometimes you can't be selfish to someone you love just for yourself, seriously.

You say things without thinking of the consequences and you expect things to be better on your part. I don't think one should be selfish in a way just for their own benefit.

& im not hitting this to anyone, it's just sayings.

Apart from it all, i think i leading happier days.

I don't want anything to screw the smile that i've got now :D

Gtg, im heading for fifi's sis wedding. & pictures of outings, soon!

2008-12-09T11:39:00.002+08:00

Somethings just come by suprise.

Things come when you least expect it.

Im taken aback when i got that text, but nonetheless happy at the same time to hear from her after so long. I missed her and the rest. She asked things, why this and what happened.

Well, shits happen thats all.

I'll try to find a time to visit, that will be someday.

& fret not, i will not forget people who have been nice to me and who have treat me like their own.

I love them like how i did from day 1. & hey, the baju kurung pink siap already. Do tell her(:

♥

Hari Raya Haji was fine. Ate alot, like usual. I love gatherings with the family :D

& i have my upcoming 3 weekends planned already! I can't waittt!

This weekend for fifi's sis wedding. Gonna be weird if she's no longer at fifi's place after her marriage. Next week will be kenduri over at aunts' and off to Johor. & Next 2 weeks will be chalet with the family over at siloso beach resort! Gue excited banget deh :D

Some time should be cast aside just for the family. Because at the end of the day, they are the ones who never fails on you. ♥

& oh, siff sorry ah, i potek ah. Huahuahua!

& btw, AHHH, Psycho! Hehehehehe.

2008-12-07T00:00:00.001+08:00

Like finally a kind soul is willing to head off to hort park, gelombang Henderson(HAHA) with me.

I had so much fun walking with Bangla's taking our pictures secretly. Basket right, wanna take, let me pose nicely first la. This one take our sexy back. Oink sia perangai.

We took lotsa pictures, so dont mind the so many picture lagi2 muka yours truly yang most of it typical pose :p
We had our macpicy, coffee frappe, coke, soggy fries, umbrellas, wet picnic that is.

It drizzle halfway. & boleh kurus ah naik the place. But its nice la once in a while to get out of the busy town, like especially when it's saturday. Friggin pack and annoying to have to squeeze in, practically everywhere.

Thank this girl for layaning my sillyness, beloness, whines and she make me happpayy!
Sayang kau la yana!

♥

You can stand under my umbrella- ella- ella- eh-eh.
Told you the weather played on us.

Babat maintain, i know.

Thank you so much babe for the day. This kinda outing fun la cause i rarely meet you, so yeah!

I enjoyed today's laughters and sharing. ♥

Thought of meeting ima and afra, but since ima said she's heading home already, so i shall meet them sometime then.

And...
Happy 19th Birthday Fidababe.

May you stay happy in whatever you are doing currently. ♥

2008-12-06T10:57:00.002+08:00

Finally, tags:

Sorry eh, some tags all story dah basi then i reply. haha.

hidhub: KORANG TENGOK WAYANG TAK AJAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ala, korang ade that award thingy, how to go. haha.

zad: haha. asl?? takleh pe?? dayah smlm bbl dgn aku asik tersasul. haha.

Kau panggil Q macam weird ah. Haha.

hidhub: aint you suppose to work? why go read ur achives??!! anyway. . . . . . . . . . . aku tk sabar nk tengok kau bsok! mesti ayu!

Da tengok aku ayu pon kan. Hahaha.

namie: life is just great.. seriously. =)

Good for you! :)

hidhub: the last pic beside you also very sweet lah. nama sapa?

Ive replied you on msn, but nonetheless i will say this again, go and die. Hahaha! :P

liza: asal ko da sombong??

Aku dah tag kau banyak, im sure you're happy now. Haha!

+ seri +: qad! u so sweet in tudung

Haha. Thank you babe!

aziemah: muke fatimah per!!!! hahahhahaa. im stil LMAO sia!!!

Babi loh! *knocks!

afra syahirah: stoppit sak dayah puji diri sendiri. hahahahahaha

HAHAHA. asal happy ah tuh dayah.

liza: i still wan MORE melalak session,eventhough i loss my voice. aniwaes i think smalam kite hot in BLACK,tats y we got weird service

Hahaha, siak jer. Hot habes sampai koyak. HAHAHAH.

.

2008-12-06T06:44:00.000+08:00

2008-12-06T02:09:00.004+08:00

Replies:

Thanks for the tags (:

I'll find time to reply all individually soon!

♥

Im glad that the interview with M Hotel went well. Just the stumbling here and there due to nervousness. Belo. Haha. It was the formal dresscode, yela you see me in my 5 years time image i suppose. So working lady. So 8-5 in office woman.
Hahaha.

Head off to melalak session with liza, hidayah and izzad. It was fine and fun.
After so long we head there, well not that long for me. Since i went there a month ago with the girls and the favourite boys.

The service was weird today. They had to knock alot of times on our room and ask this, say that, take for us pictures and to have the whole lot of staffs outside our room macam tunggu president when we wanted to go off. What the hell. Weird.

I had fun. And i am broke. Very very broke, how nice.

& tmr meet up with yana.

Goodnight :D

& no, not into new complications. Not interested, really (:

2008-12-03T21:20:00.002+08:00

Sometimes you have to shove your ego aside because it might be the reason for you to be at a losing end.

I gotta agree on this. Prolly, certain things should just be that way.

& noone could change it, but yourself.

So anyways, accompanied feka bby to sent off her mom

Ahh, yela muka aku sweet okay Dayah, muka Fatimah abes nyer.

Hahahha!

Kan, muka sweet! Heh heh heh.
Now laugh la =.=

2008-12-02T18:29:00.003+08:00

Replies:

hidhub: shikin sexxy sak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahaaaaaa tkpelah, aku dpt ngok firework! hahaa

Hahaha, yes my baby is sexayyyy. Hahahs ;)

atic: coach 60% off againnnn . hurry hurry ;]

Ahhh!! But then again, im super broke :[

Mariana: ni mesti &0% amek gmbr 30% blaja tau. LOL =D

Haha, not really la, dilligently studying hor! :p

zad: hey Q!! haha. thanks for the ayamS. :D

Siak kan suka panggil Q. Haha, welcommeee :D

marziah: eh, liza's top!! it reminds me of my *coughs*.I won't say it now and emberass both liza and me. Hint:I got 3 pairs of it ;P

Let me tell the world wide web then, your panties you mean! Hahahas :p

aziemah: ah yelah korg on the house. aku kena bayar sendiri. now no more sch money. :(

Ala la, lol. Next time datang siang sikit! Hahhas :)

namie: lol. i didnt talk much eh.. hahah.

Duh! Hahaha. Hows life anw?

nuala: hair getting longer already uh. hehe.:)

Haha, yeapp. Can't wait for it to grow even longer (: (:

I miss internet. I think im used to have dosage of onlining for almost 5-7 hours daily that when im not online for a day it means alot. Hah -.-

So i have all the bloody CA off my ass! PR was alright, hopefully the result would be fine as well. Tell me about AOA ca, i bet i did horribly. Ohh, effit! & projects deadline are drawing nearer. I can't wait to end it all and have my bloody holidays! Work my ass off and pay the hp bill.

I have a very packed weekend. Off to send feka's mom to airport tomorrow. Friday's meet up with the M Hotel manager on HR. Saturday mini picnic with baby yana over at hort park :D (saya suka!!!) and sunday back to the island to work.

Oh by the way, i love wildchild. I love, i love, i love! It's been awhile since i catch a movie. So since there's no plan, there you go. With the two babys, marz and shikin. Awesome la.

& it's Dec baby. Yet another new month. Months have pass real fast, faster than i expected. After hols and such, its graduation time. & not forgetting my bbygirls birthday!

Afra, sumpah i didnt see you. I know you wanna kill me. Heh heh. *inside joke* You should have shouted from far lor. But i think you understand why eventhough you wanna slap my face. Because they say, old habits die hard. & thats the bad habit that i can't stop :p

& Fifi baby, get well soon. Gue sayang banget sama loh!

♥ ♥ ♥

2008-11-30T13:02:00.005+08:00

Reply to tags:

aziemah: tau pon. call away konon. kalau aku tgh nazak nak mati col nak mintak maaf ngan kau pon aku rase tak dpt. cheh!

Eleh, aku call balik pe. hur hur hur!

youknowwho: i miss you honey.

Thanks for your gestures, but i really dont know you, honey.

So anyways, hello all. I have not been having proper updates which i dont know why. It seems that certain things are better left unsaid, you know? Hahs. That is probably one of the reasons that i have nothing to blog about.

So anyways, yesterday was the study date with the girls. Shikin, Liza, Ziemah and myself.

Head to one fullerton starbucks and had lotsa fun. Mane tak fun, everything on the house. Haha, thanks fit :D

She gave us, uhm choc cream chip, this raspberry drink, another idk what drink and the chocolate cake. Ahh, nice :)

Dinner over at esplanade makan sutra and home sweet home (:

I have to head to work soon. Bleargh. Goodbye.

2008-11-28T18:44:00.002+08:00

It's a Friday and its a miracle that i'm staying home and not out anywhere.

I'm bored, very very bored honestly.

I should have work, i should have, seriously.

Pfft, if only i'm not broke i would have drag someone to go shopping.

I can't wait for next week,since the pay will be in.

Thank God.

Yana, if you are free next weekend prolly or anytime we shall go to hortpark for our mini picnic.

Food, pictures, talks, rants. Ahh with you, how nice, Da macam girlfriend aku. Aku kan, free as always, so im a call away if you wanna meet me. But just tell me when hor.

Although people around always complain that i dont answer their calls and macam paham say im a call away. Hah hah hah.

That's simply because, i like to place my hp in my bag and leave it in silent mode and I will only check for texts or calls before i go to bed. So pardon me if im uncontactable, at times (:

&& who am i to have any say, anyway.

Sighhyayai.

2008-11-26T21:53:00.004+08:00

And no, im nowhere near perfect, but i'm around

Okay i deleted the bulletin that ive posted here since Feka baby says that she want a proper update from my blog. About my life, about me and about her being happy when i call her baby because she feels baby-ish all over again! Kecoh la that baby-ish girl. Lols.

But then again, feka bby, i really have nothing to update about especially when it comes to my life. Hah hah hah. You should know by now how messed up i am, literally. Hahs.

Sigh.

I miss my digi girls. I have not been meeting them for a week plus and its unlike us. Because we always meet 4 times a week, due to work and random meet ups usually. I can't wait for tomorrow

♥ ♥ ♥

xoxo

Anyone wanna head anywhere this weekend? I am planless :/

2008-11-24T21:32:00.003+08:00

A week is nothing compared to the months and years.

So here are pictures from the saturday's outing with the girls (:

Thanks to muff and her bf, fik for the picas :D

Sweet kape korang! *BOMBS AROUND* LOL. Hahas :D

I had a good monday, all good and fine.

♥ ♥ ♥

2008-11-23T01:41:00.002+08:00

Firstly tag replies ♥

hidhub: psl penat termenung. i am siuper bored

Haha, what only la!

aziemah: i swear i will nvr buy u any chocs anymore when u're sick! idioit u!!!

You bought for me already! :D

namie: haha. *****in session? haha. when i work at that fish shop uh. hahahahahaha.

Like when is that, tsktsk!

hidhub: ziemah, beli kan aku choc lah! hehehee aku nk crunchy!

Ya ziemah, get her one then.

zata: hello just here to say hi and get well soon yer! hahaha! and yeah i like your long stright hair haha

Thank you, im recovering slowly now. Ya i like that hair too! :/

I have been practically too busy these days.

I don't know what i am busy with but i guess it's the usual project meet ups, the CA which was quite a disaster but alright at the same time, the yellow ribbon campaign thingy and the great weekends.

& Fareez congrats on making to the top 8 :D You know you will have the class to support you!

I enjoyed my friday night. I met up with my dear oinkoink, Nazreen like finally after almost a year i guess! So we dint know whats plan. And i like my friday nights to be this way :D

Head off to esplanade, we sat and had our good talk, from this to that to this and that. It was nice to get updated about his life once again. And there we were like 2 jakons walking to singapore flyers and exploring the nice place. My camera had to die on me, thank you. There weren't lotsa people which is a good thing. Super, ahh i dont know, it just seemed nice. The sky and everything.

Off for dinner at marina and off to clarke quay and 190 back to our hometown. Hahs :D

We should have more of these kinda outing, he said. I thought so too! I missed this old buddy v.much!

Saturday was all good. The campaign was nice, touching a memorable one. Had to be a so called facilitator and interact with the kids. Nice! And at the end of the event, the kids shake hands with all of us and thank us. I feel contented when i see the smile put up on their faces. It was tiring, very very! I cant deny that the weather was HORRIBLE. I could just turn into a cranky bitch due to the weather. Had our dempsey road ben and jerry like we had planed. It was nice :D Pictures taken will be uploaded only if muff send it to us.

Met Ima and Afra bby cause i have not met her for sometime, the sec school boys and of course our favourite boys :D

Tiring weekend, i bet!

When you just have interest at my heart.

Maybe it is something i should thank you for.

For i shall try to heed to whatever that has been said by people who care for me.

Prolly they know whats best for me. But matters like this, i wish there werent any of this in the first place. But oh wells, its okay. Next step then (:

2008-11-19T23:10:00.002+08:00

I miss my long straight hair which is easier to manage.
Tsk tsk. Hidayah and Liza pester me to update but yes, they are both offline this early.

School have been giving all of us a major headache. Especially AOA. Ya allah, tuhan aje eh tau how the teacher nags like there's no tomorrow. I swear i feel like menyumbating something into her mouth so she could just give us a moment of peace.

Anyways, thank you ziemah and marziah.
You both have been very lovely by granting my wish of getting me
CHOCOLATES!
My all time favourite which is Kit Kat Caramel and Kinder Bueno.
Thank you baby! :D
Even though i was sick. Lols. But i just had both of it within 2 hours. Liza thought that i behave like a kid when i get to eat those yummylicious thing. I thought so too.

But padan muka aku, now my voice worsen. Nyeh, sakit2 still wanna consume chocs.
My eyes are heavy cause ive been editing the powerpoint yang i am not at least satisfied with.
Oh crap.

2008-11-18T19:47:00.002+08:00

Reply to tags :D

Liana: sore throat? get well soon, jgn mcm bass sudahh AHAHHH

Haha, yes very BASS. Ahahaha, sounds familiar! Lol. :P

liza: aku sudah GIAN mau melalak!! "maseh lagi...."

Ahaha, yes we will go soon. End of the month :D

hidhub: gian sound so wrong. hahahahahaha

You and your dirty mindset. Lols.

namie: Q Q.. fish stinks! and thats why you are sick now. get well soon. =)

Haha, thank you. Hey when's next bitching session after work? ^.^

muffie: liza nak melalak aje.. but dayah nak "joget joget" haahaahaaha :p kan qad kan?

Hahaha! Dayah memang. Lols!

its.jannah: i think i saw u at zouk last saturday, but i was a lil too senget to say hi.

Hello, yes i saw you too. you were dancing next to me. hahahs :)

johan: hi qad.

Hello Johan, hows you? :)

riffySP: haha. why cannot ! im also sick seyy

Hahah, really?! I think due to too much madness that night. Lols. I'll link you okays? :)

2008-11-17T22:36:00.003+08:00

I am super sick. Flu, sore throat and i sound like a guy, what the eff!
Maybe i just had too much fun over the weekend, thats why.
):
& the nose block is not helping. Fcukin distracting please!
I just feel like eating chips with cheese, kinder bueno, steak with mushroom sauce, chocolates, ice creams. Money please drop from heaven, i really wanna eat all these! *craves craves!
Marziah, be nice and get me kinder bueno tmr, pretty please. Or prolly my baby love shikin ? Hahas. She's gonna say "oh part ni then you find me" Lols.

But the thing is, im sick and i cant possibly have all of this fattening food.
I wanna dine at waffletown, mad jack, carousel, seoul garden.
Ahh, you see. And i kept telling liza and dayah that i wanna dine at these places, but i end up spending my cash like water at the end of the month and they will get irritated! Haa haa.

But yes, the melalak session is a must end of this month. I kept postponing it and liza has been dying to sing her lungs out! Hahahas.

Im hungryyyyyyyyyy. & im talking with people over msn, this is unlike me.

Now you feel me?! Foooooooooood! :D

2008-11-16T14:53:00.002+08:00

More pictures will be updated only if the guys send us some. Heh heh.

I had a fair share of enjoyment with the girls plus Wani and Jo (i wish afra was there) and the favourite boys, oh Adli too.

My saturday was a blast and i suppose it was a blast for syazwan too!

& yes fit, i might consider slapping your face, if you are not my girlfriend! Lol! :D

Now that happy weekend's over, it's time to catch up on the Advance Office Application, and the upcoming CA. Hurhurhur.

Im hungry, but im too tired to eat.

I shall continue AOA and eat when i get up later.

Have a good sunday loves!

♥

2008-11-15T02:32:00.002+08:00

We can't escape this love.

Days have been alright. Work have been okay. My whole of Nov and Dec is tight already.
I've got endless project, CA's that is upcoming, volunteer for the yellow ribbon thingy. Work my ass off and such. But nice outing in between to add on.

Nazreen the oink oink might be joining digiphoto. I really hope they will hire him so that i could work with him. Its been almost a year i guess eversince we last hang out. He was telling me we could hang out someday, which i hope soon! That mr bestfriend. Hahs.

Me and Fifi were sleeping like a log (not really) in the bus ealier on. And we were distracted by a pakcik who snore all the way.
Him: SNOREEEEEE ZzZzZzz
Me:Thinking it was fifi. *Shake her arm*
Fifi: *smiles*

Hahaha! I thought it was her sia, until she smile and the snore continues then i realise it was this uncle behind us. Super funny i tell you. & we laugh our ass off after which. Babi siak our perangai. Heh heh heh.

Im running out of reasons to convince myself.
It gets irritating actually, but its okay.
Im used to it.
But i just dont get it la aye.
Like Hidayah say, live by the day (:
Imma do that lor.

Anws, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SYAZWAN!
I can't wait to have a happy weekend. Yay!
Meeting the rest and the favourite girls, i love!

♥