Hello Love.
Today i rot at home. Okay how boring. Woke up at 11 and msg shafiq straight. Asked him about his TP and he was like erm,tk pass voice. So i was like err,shits how to pujok that kinda thinking. So much for that thought and he said but too bad cause im one of the few who passed. Siak tul! How cekik darah was that. Haha. Then we went phoenix to pay my bills. And went home.
Hmm,msn and the internet access was seriously like shit this afternoon due to the earthquake in taiwan. Did you guys hear about it? Hee. Knn. I was seriously bored and you can never imagine when there's no internet access its worst!
Okay and now its been fine again (: And i went online. Was suprise when someone asked me about whether i added her bf online. I said no cause i seriously didnt. He asked for my msn through my space. And me without any single intention or thoughts just gave him. And so,i asked if she mind and she said a little bit. Erm,okay i was kinda shock when she said that. Cause i didnt have any bad intention seriously. And her bf is my ex's friend. I mean,okay prolly my bad which make her think differently. But you know what? I barely chat with him once on msn and that was that. Hmm,so tell me something cause im suprised that she mind. She's a friend to me,i mean more like someone i know so what makes you think that i'll think she mind,moreover her bf is my ex's friend. -.- Hurhur. Now tell me,sometimes secure in relationship is seriously important. You know like how the girls always thinks that her bf is interested in another girl or vice versa. I mean you should trust him more yea? Its weird, cause to think back that insecurity causes alot of unwanted tradgedy.
When i think about everything back,i mean generally in relationship wise,at times you have no one to blame but yourself for instant me and fad. Its like my fault for not being there like scoth tape with him and for his part he was unfair for mistreating me with that girl. I blamed her at first but when i think back it takes two hands to clap. And so,i couldn't care less anymore. So what im trying to say is prolly girls are simply complicating. I know im even complicating! Haha.
Cause you know i had enough of getting in people's relationship like hafiz's and isma's. And how much i got to suffer,take the blame like as if i have the entire thing to be blame for. Its seriously unreasonable when i think back. Cause,urgh. I just don't feel like stating it here. Its like it takes 2 hands to clap. And then it will definitely happened. So enough about the flings that i had with him. I just think its unfair for my part and isma's. Hafiz can be seriously a dangerous monster. Well he is la. Its just that some people still thinks he isn't and see him in a different angle cause they don't know better. You know what i mean. Tsk. Enough said about flings. It sucked. But who cares thats life baby.
Qad
Today i rot at home. Okay how boring. Woke up at 11 and msg shafiq straight. Asked him about his TP and he was like erm,tk pass voice. So i was like err,shits how to pujok that kinda thinking. So much for that thought and he said but too bad cause im one of the few who passed. Siak tul! How cekik darah was that. Haha. Then we went phoenix to pay my bills. And went home.
Hmm,msn and the internet access was seriously like shit this afternoon due to the earthquake in taiwan. Did you guys hear about it? Hee. Knn. I was seriously bored and you can never imagine when there's no internet access its worst!
Okay and now its been fine again (: And i went online. Was suprise when someone asked me about whether i added her bf online. I said no cause i seriously didnt. He asked for my msn through my space. And me without any single intention or thoughts just gave him. And so,i asked if she mind and she said a little bit. Erm,okay i was kinda shock when she said that. Cause i didnt have any bad intention seriously. And her bf is my ex's friend. I mean,okay prolly my bad which make her think differently. But you know what? I barely chat with him once on msn and that was that. Hmm,so tell me something cause im suprised that she mind. She's a friend to me,i mean more like someone i know so what makes you think that i'll think she mind,moreover her bf is my ex's friend. -.- Hurhur. Now tell me,sometimes secure in relationship is seriously important. You know like how the girls always thinks that her bf is interested in another girl or vice versa. I mean you should trust him more yea? Its weird, cause to think back that insecurity causes alot of unwanted tradgedy.
When i think about everything back,i mean generally in relationship wise,at times you have no one to blame but yourself for instant me and fad. Its like my fault for not being there like scoth tape with him and for his part he was unfair for mistreating me with that girl. I blamed her at first but when i think back it takes two hands to clap. And so,i couldn't care less anymore. So what im trying to say is prolly girls are simply complicating. I know im even complicating! Haha.
Cause you know i had enough of getting in people's relationship like hafiz's and isma's. And how much i got to suffer,take the blame like as if i have the entire thing to be blame for. Its seriously unreasonable when i think back. Cause,urgh. I just don't feel like stating it here. Its like it takes 2 hands to clap. And then it will definitely happened. So enough about the flings that i had with him. I just think its unfair for my part and isma's. Hafiz can be seriously a dangerous monster. Well he is la. Its just that some people still thinks he isn't and see him in a different angle cause they don't know better. You know what i mean. Tsk. Enough said about flings. It sucked. But who cares thats life baby.
Qad