Okay Im updating again. I don't know why. You know this feeling when you wanna get hold of something but it seems difficult. The feeling which can seriously distract one alot. The feeling of insecure or more uncertain about what's the truth or is it a hidden agenda that one actually has behind you. You know that sort of feeling. Hmm,when you actually have to go round to think of what is the fact which its actually there without you noticing. Hmm,I don't know if you people feel like you wanna read this but who cares. I just have to pour out my thoughts though.

Its just that some things leave you pondering abt it.thinking and feeling rather weird. I don't know how to explain it here. It makes me feel weird at times as why it has to be this way. I mean at times truth are nothing but empty words that could actually hurt people. Hmm. This is seriously bothering me alot! Alot i mean. Can't help thinking on why. You know some pose identity one have. Hmm,i shall not mention what i actually am talking about. I mean,some words are better when its not said.

Prolly the girls know what im refering to. You know girls,you should jolly well realise how fast it comes and within a split second it leaves me just like THAT. You girls get it yea? You know those feeling that make you feel your stupidity was because of words which were empty. Hmm,come to think again though i dint lose out in anything,i seriously have an issue with hidden agendas as in,your hidden intentions to what you're actually doing. :/