Hello.
Today's outing with Afra and Fitri was fun. Imah you should be jailed for sleeping like a pig! Haha. Mcm siak. She woke up at 1230 like that. How cool yaw! Lol. Nevermind,forgiven! Hehe.
Okay me and afra we were suppose to take bus to harbour front. But due to my a little blurness i thought she said take train and i text her saying im reaching cck. HAHA. Serious shit. She almost take 187 to bukit panjang! Hee~ My bad!! I was like smiling uh in the lrt like stupid serious sia! Dumb day. HAHA.
Oh,the sun was not that scorching hot lah. Im still fair seh :/ Waste time uh damn shit. Hee. Saw some Queenswayans there. Then met lotsa weirdo. Like this group of nerdy school kids i think with their voices like wana give a tight slap on their faces! Super irritating! Climb like MONKEY. Serious shit! We had issues with those people. How stupid. Then we ate this candy. Big one. Afra bought 2, ended up we ate only one. And i had to finish a huge portion of it. Gong! Haha. Then there's this guy who approached fit to ask us to join them~ B O R I N G. Haha. They know i know you all no need to know why. LOL. Okay so we didnt join them. Like duhh. Then after which we went for shower and headed back. We went for dinner at vivo. Then went home.
Wait every outing must have pictures. (:
Okay sorry for my ugly face. Wahahaha. Supa slack and supa lazy. (:
Oh yea. Came across her blog earlier on. Haish,it had to come went im actually free from the thoughts of him. -.- Okay i did feel a little hmm,rather upset when we were at sentosa earlier on. I seriously tried not to think about me and him,but to no avail! I just can't stop! I don't know why he always re appears in mind even though he treated me like shit. Haish. Oh yea,so came across her blog and she was like saying she's confused about what they are currently. About she being stupid to think about the past and stuff. Haish! Im just like her,i feel stupid. And the identical thing is,he keeps reappearing into our lives! And we eventually cannot forget him! Tell me how. Grr. I just can't idk why. I seriously hate this feeling of having to let someone go just like that. And him,he's like forever out to play on ppl who seriously love him like truckloads. And knowing every truth that leaks out about him and his plays,it hurts even more. Haiya! Okay,she's worst than me,she dun even know some shits behind. ~
Like how he contacted me after they broke off. And how i was crazy to think he had changed! Fuck! I thought he really heed her advice of not hurting anymore even if its a little. I thought wrong. His needs of girls,i tell you,scary. Full of dissatisfaction! But despite all that i know there's still a nicer side of him. You see what i mean?? Im crazy to even mention he's good when he treated me like ... Idk. Im trying to move on and yea forget cause it was last years' story,but tell me about it,its never easy. Its never meant to be easy. Shit,dun mind my emo crap. I don't care. Cause i seriously can't keep stuff. Like how they said just forget him,i know its not easy,but you have to. You know words are seriously easy. Idk why. I mean,though there's like other guys who's in my life now,i just can't seem to forget that particular one! That one,that gives me this weird way of attention. Sucker! ~
And to her,hopefully she'll come across this,hey babe,what did we do in our past life to deserve this guy? Haish,you're nice,i know that. Sorry but i just cnt get over like you too. I mean,its hurtful enough to even know the fact that he's happily there coming and going into our lives like he owns it.~ Okay i have nothing to say anymore.~
Today's outing with Afra and Fitri was fun. Imah you should be jailed for sleeping like a pig! Haha. Mcm siak. She woke up at 1230 like that. How cool yaw! Lol. Nevermind,forgiven! Hehe.
Okay me and afra we were suppose to take bus to harbour front. But due to my a little blurness i thought she said take train and i text her saying im reaching cck. HAHA. Serious shit. She almost take 187 to bukit panjang! Hee~ My bad!! I was like smiling uh in the lrt like stupid serious sia! Dumb day. HAHA.
Oh,the sun was not that scorching hot lah. Im still fair seh :/ Waste time uh damn shit. Hee. Saw some Queenswayans there. Then met lotsa weirdo. Like this group of nerdy school kids i think with their voices like wana give a tight slap on their faces! Super irritating! Climb like MONKEY. Serious shit! We had issues with those people. How stupid. Then we ate this candy. Big one. Afra bought 2, ended up we ate only one. And i had to finish a huge portion of it. Gong! Haha. Then there's this guy who approached fit to ask us to join them~ B O R I N G. Haha. They know i know you all no need to know why. LOL. Okay so we didnt join them. Like duhh. Then after which we went for shower and headed back. We went for dinner at vivo. Then went home.
Wait every outing must have pictures. (:
Okay sorry for my ugly face. Wahahaha. Supa slack and supa lazy. (:
Oh yea. Came across her blog earlier on. Haish,it had to come went im actually free from the thoughts of him. -.- Okay i did feel a little hmm,rather upset when we were at sentosa earlier on. I seriously tried not to think about me and him,but to no avail! I just can't stop! I don't know why he always re appears in mind even though he treated me like shit. Haish. Oh yea,so came across her blog and she was like saying she's confused about what they are currently. About she being stupid to think about the past and stuff. Haish! Im just like her,i feel stupid. And the identical thing is,he keeps reappearing into our lives! And we eventually cannot forget him! Tell me how. Grr. I just can't idk why. I seriously hate this feeling of having to let someone go just like that. And him,he's like forever out to play on ppl who seriously love him like truckloads. And knowing every truth that leaks out about him and his plays,it hurts even more. Haiya! Okay,she's worst than me,she dun even know some shits behind. ~
Like how he contacted me after they broke off. And how i was crazy to think he had changed! Fuck! I thought he really heed her advice of not hurting anymore even if its a little. I thought wrong. His needs of girls,i tell you,scary. Full of dissatisfaction! But despite all that i know there's still a nicer side of him. You see what i mean?? Im crazy to even mention he's good when he treated me like ... Idk. Im trying to move on and yea forget cause it was last years' story,but tell me about it,its never easy. Its never meant to be easy. Shit,dun mind my emo crap. I don't care. Cause i seriously can't keep stuff. Like how they said just forget him,i know its not easy,but you have to. You know words are seriously easy. Idk why. I mean,though there's like other guys who's in my life now,i just can't seem to forget that particular one! That one,that gives me this weird way of attention. Sucker! ~
And to her,hopefully she'll come across this,hey babe,what did we do in our past life to deserve this guy? Haish,you're nice,i know that. Sorry but i just cnt get over like you too. I mean,its hurtful enough to even know the fact that he's happily there coming and going into our lives like he owns it.~ Okay i have nothing to say anymore.~