I just found something. Okay quite dumb to realise it only now and its been there since weeks. I don't know how to react when i read it. Guilty? Shitty? That describes all the feelings. I don't know,really don't. If only it didn't happened i wouldn't have feel guilty now. Everything happens for a reason ______, remember that. And im one of the reason to make you realise that life is definitely a heart ache with a bitch like me. Im sorry.
Sometimes a person tends to go for someone whom they might not even get at the end of the day. Really,its all the opposite. I think i need a wake up call soon. Pfft. And like afra ever said, this seem to be like a chain. You tend to go for this person,while him,going for another and worst still,another person is going after you. How cool can that be? Very huh. Time will make a person move on. Believe me,it will. Cause it works for me,why can't it for you? True yea?
Oh,anw about me and mir it went blank suddenly yea? Had some sort of pleasant chat with him on, err i forgot when. So,he reads my blog and all and he realise im still waiting for that darling boy. From what i know,i don't se any future to even last, between me and him. Really,its not that im being too over reacting,who wouldn't. We talked things out and decide that we should really mark a one huge full stop to this never ending journey. So yeah,when the remote had played the sweet moments back,i then realise that i really can't. Situation made it complicating and so yeah. We're completely through in a good way. Like i said to him, I'll never forget him and his ways,our greatest days together. And so we moved on. Thats the ending Im not gonna return every past again. Cause this time i know nothing is possible to work this thing. Mir i know you will read this somehow,thanks for everything :)
So yeah,time will heal every thing,really it will. You got to stand on your feet now and see that there are still people who loves you. :) Im sorry ________.
Sometimes a person tends to go for someone whom they might not even get at the end of the day. Really,its all the opposite. I think i need a wake up call soon. Pfft. And like afra ever said, this seem to be like a chain. You tend to go for this person,while him,going for another and worst still,another person is going after you. How cool can that be? Very huh. Time will make a person move on. Believe me,it will. Cause it works for me,why can't it for you? True yea?
Oh,anw about me and mir it went blank suddenly yea? Had some sort of pleasant chat with him on, err i forgot when. So,he reads my blog and all and he realise im still waiting for that darling boy. From what i know,i don't se any future to even last, between me and him. Really,its not that im being too over reacting,who wouldn't. We talked things out and decide that we should really mark a one huge full stop to this never ending journey. So yeah,when the remote had played the sweet moments back,i then realise that i really can't. Situation made it complicating and so yeah. We're completely through in a good way. Like i said to him, I'll never forget him and his ways,our greatest days together. And so we moved on. Thats the ending Im not gonna return every past again. Cause this time i know nothing is possible to work this thing. Mir i know you will read this somehow,thanks for everything :)
So yeah,time will heal every thing,really it will. You got to stand on your feet now and see that there are still people who loves you. :) Im sorry ________.