Oh yea,met nuala(Nurul)today. Cause she wanted to appeal and me apply. So oh yeah,im just going higher nitec since dad allowed me too. Im upset at the same time im okay with it and quite excited to know what course i will get. So higher nitec Okay la,i must think positive although my mom still thinks like i don't know la. She kept on like being ashame. DUMBshit.Who cares la about her ashame of wanting to face anyone. I don't care. So as long she pay my school fees; and i'll study and prove her right on her nose! Shitty feeling this seem,but i don't care. Im just gonna continue my next face of life. Even if anyone wants to stop me from studying i don't care cause i will continue. Im not a dumb mofo alright. Im just less smarter and less luckier than the rest. Thats all. I flunk so? Like this lecturer at NYP said to me just now,FAILURE IS A PILLAR TO SUCCESS. Remember that,if you people who critisice about my downfall today,lets just see how you're gonna flunk in your coming exams in future. :) Feeling shitty? You'll gonna feel that if you did think lowly of me in the first place. ive had my lesson,so when's yours? Soon perhaps?

So whatever with that result. Anw,lol. Just now my sandal terputos and then nuala had to accompany me to Lot 1 and bought a new sandal,how clumsy of me. Haha.Other than that,everything was fine.

And i wanna buy vest la please. I wanna shop soon. Right yana? Salary coming in. Fuck super long la. KNN.And mango bag is waiting for me. Lol. That nike top. Im gonna splurge everything. Im stressed out you know. My menses have yet comeeeeeeeeeeeeee. 2 months okay. Ms red please come.Thanks. Lol.

K la done.