Monday, March 26, 2007

Hello hello.
So yeah im back from the registeration thing. Met Isma and Lynn just now at around 11. They were super early sak. Haha. They reached at about 10? Haha. At first i thought i was gonna be so left out,but i didnt la. Haha. It was funny with them. Lol.

So yeah headed to ite bishan we were like eh mane eh the place. It isn't that far but still far la from the mrt. Hah. We took our queue number and filled up some forms and gave our pics. Then headed to the hall and went to buy the uniform,we were like kecoh. Haha. So choosy siak. Lol,duh,who wouldnt. The assistant to sell the uniforms was a little legong in the face and brain i think. We were like eh lembab sak,bodoh pe siak de nie. Haha.

And being kiasu we headed straight to the toilet to try la kan. Hah. Firstly the PE attire. Cool la the material. Comfy except for the shirt ler.

Isma:Eh best uh die nye slua! Buat tdo shiok seh. Hahaha.

Of all things she could say? Lol. Lynn lagi add on

Wah ite college central! Hahaha.

They were hapy and giler. Lol. Then isma's blouse was too big and she need to change it. I was wondering how come she shrank alot. She's like super small i tell you. Hehe. And then besides uniform we got this A4 size print papers. I was like nak mampos sak! Haha. Isma said eh boleh tkya beli kan. Haha. I didnt know we could click eventhough shits happened. Hmm,oh yeah headed to junction 8,our bodies were senget cause the A4 stack of papers was super heavy la. Lau tau bwk trolly pasar. Hiakhiak. We decided to eat our lunch at KFC. And isma,if you're reading this eh,remember that psycho? Lol!! Okay there was this middle-age man who isma and lynn claimed had been sitting at kfc since morning la cause they were there too. Then he was like smiling,shiok sendiri nyer muke and marking.

Lynn: Eh die tak keje ke

Me: Agaknyer manager kfc tk? Hahaha.

Lame sak. Then we continued eating uh. While eating then isma kept staring at the man. She just stare jer. Then suddenly she said:

'Eh,aku rase detu cikgu uh,die mark2 tuh.'

Lynn: Cikgu tak kan dudok kat kfc sak dari pagi

I turned to look uh at him since i can really have a close view as i was sitting nearest to him. Then i stared at the so called papers he was marking. I laugh sak when i see. Lol

And i said: Eh i think he's crazy la sak. Isma was like why? And i said all the stack of papers that he seem to mark semue scribbles siak. HAHAHAHAHA. And i was like agaknyer die giler la nak jadi cikgu tk menjadi. By then we were both laughing like hell. And i assume again,ke die actually cikgu tapi daj jadi giler psl stress. Lol. Super funny siak.

By 1pm we headed to take the train home. And then me and isma started having our girl to girl confessions about Hafiz. So yeah,we found alot of things from each other la seh. And ade part die macam push blame on me saying i text him ????????? Okay aku per. Haha. But isma and me were still cool la. We talked uh abt past and how it started and then she asked some questions that he actually lied abt. Tsk tsk. Then isma was like mentang2 die hotstuff. Haha. Then she said i dont want him to think im easy uh. And i said to isma,let him think doesnt mean he's hotstuff he can just get u back like that la. Make him win again the trust and your heart. I said that. She was asking me why i actually decided to forget him and move on. As easy words may be,i just said, cause ive decided that he's not worth my time. Thats all. Then she said he sent his regards to me. O--KAY ... Haha. Forgive him? Ive long time did that,what i really hope is that he will realise all and repent cause really,its not a good thing he's doing to us. I was suprised when isma opened up saying almost all major quarrels they had was abt me. I was like o-kayy. Hmm. But again i re assure her that im not gonna turn back and all. Perhaps all that was just meant to be past. Looking at hafiz now,i mean his attitude,i think he's showing a little change. Good for him. Ive always wanted him to change.

& then suddenly i realised it was already at cck la sak. Woah,how time flies when we talked abt the matter. Hmm,so bid them goodbye and off i went. Isma and i decided we should continue talking when time permits la.

So yeah,you know i still think its amazing that we both could like forgive the mistakes we did. Actually no,me and hafiz did. You see,isma is willing to forgive us and i am willing to forgive hafiz. So yeah,i mean if its another girls,i bet they must still be in bad terms and all. I could say that,its not easy being us la. One of a hell remarkable women. Haha. I mean,really la. You think about it,its really difficult to be in this kind of situation. The courage to forgive someone of the past that really hurts so bad isnt easy seh. Im glad that yeah,we have the courage to do so :)

Nonetheless,there's only a question on my mind. If its possible,this should be my last question to him. 'Have you really loved me at LEAST in the past?' Thats all i wanna ask him. Isma tanyer kan. Hhaha. I was like really wondering. Hmm. So yeah.

When i reached home i place all the stuffs and wen out again to meet this girl to swapp stuffs for garage. Pas tuh balik again. My legs are aching la! Hurhur

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