Hello. There's pics that ive yet updated. So yeah.
Yes afra's pose. I know. Hee.
Damn adorable la my darling anaqi :D Super love him.
I don't know whats with my mind. Really, i dont know. Urgh,ive got a split personality thing on mind. At one point i think i can hold on,at another to think about all those memories about you dearest boy, i just wanna break and tear myself apart.
Haiz. I know i can just try not to think about it all. And at the end of the day when i wanna shut these eyes,i know you're the first person on mind. I'd even start my day with a smile just to think about all those crazy times we had. I don't know why im being sensitive to this,but tell me, is there a fling that lasts till a year and 4 mths or so? I don't think so,i really doubt so.
I don't care if you ppl are irritated with my blog saying abt him and him from time to time,i dont care you get me? I tend to recall the times spent when im bored,really. The wakeboarding session,the tic tac toe game,the long journey we had till cck from the reservoir. More and more lies you and i had to keep,laughing our ass off at the most stupidest and irrelevant thing. The NDP and double date. Sentosa thing and all. Birthday celebration there while watching the sunset. My gosh. Im having a diffiiculty to you know explain how difficult it is for me to get over. I cant. And you,you know you're the first to alot of things. Really,you are.
I know we are still in touch and all. But i dont know till how long this gonna stand. I know you care for a fact you do. I know you don't even wana start a new. Like you said i wana get over ns thats my main thing. And you said, 'qad no matter what,we'll come back to each other despite the shits we went thru. I just cant forget you'. Haiz,if i know what you're actually thinking,what you actually want,that would be a great thing. But,im just confused.Really i am.
See,kan aku ckp im a confused girl with a split personality! Isnt it true? Im okay actually. Just that come to think again about the world of his,im again confused. Bla3. Lets see how it goes by. I'll let fate decide once again,if its meant to be it would. If he's meant to be hers,i just take that i don't know him at all. Really,if he's returning to her again despite what he said to me,i know that its time for me to stand on my feet and leave for the better. :D
Love.
Qad
Yes afra's pose. I know. Hee.
Damn adorable la my darling anaqi :D Super love him.
I don't know whats with my mind. Really, i dont know. Urgh,ive got a split personality thing on mind. At one point i think i can hold on,at another to think about all those memories about you dearest boy, i just wanna break and tear myself apart.
Haiz. I know i can just try not to think about it all. And at the end of the day when i wanna shut these eyes,i know you're the first person on mind. I'd even start my day with a smile just to think about all those crazy times we had. I don't know why im being sensitive to this,but tell me, is there a fling that lasts till a year and 4 mths or so? I don't think so,i really doubt so.
I don't care if you ppl are irritated with my blog saying abt him and him from time to time,i dont care you get me? I tend to recall the times spent when im bored,really. The wakeboarding session,the tic tac toe game,the long journey we had till cck from the reservoir. More and more lies you and i had to keep,laughing our ass off at the most stupidest and irrelevant thing. The NDP and double date. Sentosa thing and all. Birthday celebration there while watching the sunset. My gosh. Im having a diffiiculty to you know explain how difficult it is for me to get over. I cant. And you,you know you're the first to alot of things. Really,you are.
I know we are still in touch and all. But i dont know till how long this gonna stand. I know you care for a fact you do. I know you don't even wana start a new. Like you said i wana get over ns thats my main thing. And you said, 'qad no matter what,we'll come back to each other despite the shits we went thru. I just cant forget you'. Haiz,if i know what you're actually thinking,what you actually want,that would be a great thing. But,im just confused.Really i am.
See,kan aku ckp im a confused girl with a split personality! Isnt it true? Im okay actually. Just that come to think again about the world of his,im again confused. Bla3. Lets see how it goes by. I'll let fate decide once again,if its meant to be it would. If he's meant to be hers,i just take that i don't know him at all. Really,if he's returning to her again despite what he said to me,i know that its time for me to stand on my feet and leave for the better. :D
Love.
Qad