I just feel that there's a need to blog again. Im getting really restless doing nothing,practically rotting and rotting. How fantabulous life can ever get yea. Its really annoying to open up your eyes knowing that you're gonna start your day with nothing to look forward to. Pfft. This is killing me,the boredom i mean. School! Can you please forward me to starting of school day. I just wana end the 2 year course fast and thats it. But of course,that will take much effort too. And pray hard that im gonna achieve what i really want instead of wasting my 2 years again!
Bleah. I remembered something again. Something that someone said months back.
'Love is when you wake up knowing you are not alone,knowing that you're looking forward to be with that someone'. I guess i lack of that. Muahhaaha. Cause i seriously have nothing that gets my attention to start my day off. Ish. What the hell am i blogging siak? Practically things which are so random and boring. Nyehahah. :/
&& Afra is always in my shoes or vice versa. Do we really have to face the hardships of each other? I mean,seeing that bestbest girl of mine thinking about stuffs 24/7,I can sense the stress that she face. Its like you you're unsure and unsure and unsure. Thats all. Oh fate,please give happiness that we lack of all these while. Haha. -.-" Although people might not notice those black faces we hide secretly.
Friendship? Haha. I wonder wat it turned to. Hahs. I mean,okay people are busy or too busy to be true.
'Im sure we will still be close la,no worries'
Words are super easy to say yea. Im not saying anything,but i find it weird that one could say these words and at last,the actions ..? Hahas. God knows. I miss them i think? Certainly,i do. But like some ppl say 'im tired to make things right' That someone,im sure you know who kan. Hahas. *hint hint*
&& Im a phone call,a sms,a few MRT stations away from you ppl. :)) Im sure to entertain you ppl cause hell,im not even close to busy. Haha. But spare me a thought to yea. Don't find me only when you have no other choice to or rather,when you are in need only. Please be a little nicer. Thank you. :D
Family? Gosh. Mom's having her menopausing moment i think. Please momma,ily<3>
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Lovelove,Qad.
Cause you are so beautiful-to me