Sunday, March 4, 2007

Jerk,goodbye.

IM SO FREAKING MALU. WADUHHDHDHDHSHSH. Stupid sak. Bleah. Now i duno how to face them. Fadhuli i wanna kill youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. Damn! Hmph. Agagaggaag.


Dearest Hafiz, I came to think that its time for me to get rid of you into a dump area. Really,you and your words made me realise that im really allergic to your bullshits. And not anymore i wana take all those sweet nothing,that 3 words,any outings for now. Not gonna let myself be a fool to wait for you as if im asking for what for the past a year and almost 5 months. This mark the date that im really gonna throw things out,wouldnt wanna hurt myself indirectly when i deserve a really better guys who could treat me nicely. Hafiz,you're nice. My foot! All your lies. Crap,bullshits. Urgh. Fcuk everything we once had. Im really furious to the max cause i stupidly realise that im sucha fool to wait this long and had number of relationship gone for you asswhole. Seriously. I regret for what we once had,if i only know. IF it didnt happened. If i hadnt know you. If i didnt text you,i'll be a happier person now. Cause you,you started the entire thing despite being an attached guy. Fuck you once again. I know i deserve someone way better,really. Please,dont even bother to said 'yea qad we will get back to each other again'. Not anymore you sucker. Seriously,today i just realise that i could have hated you for everything a year back. And really,i hate you for ruining isma's and my life. Caused us to be crushed. Enough is enough i tell you. Please,don't come back ever again,i dont want you to ruin my happiness should i have someone new. Off you go,im trying my everything to think abt the worst of you as to hate you and forget everything we had. I know you wouldnt read this. BUT really,i wonder how many other girls you've hurt besides me and her. Fuck you again. Im through! I swear,i really dont wana get back to you. AND if i did,im seriously DUMB DUMB AND VERY DUMB. Not anymore hafiz,not anymore. Im never gonna be your fling,your doll and your lust. Goodbye jerk,bastard and everything that describes a heartless guy who dont even deserve any nice things especally me and isma who once loved you pretty bad.

And yah. Im sure abt it this time that its time to go off away from him and dumping him aside. Or better,to play with him and use his cash and all. Make him fall hard and see him as low as to the ground and say goodbye. But lucky cause im not evil as to do that.

And please for goodness sake,god please gv me some nice boys. Or rather that special boy who wouldnt hurt me like this moronic,idiotic jerk.

Period.

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