Its saturday again yaw. Hah. I'd probably have today to bake some muffins. Just feel like it. Nyehehe. Oh last night i slept pretty early,like 11.45? Ahaha. Eversince forever,ive yet slept that early. School's starting pretty soon and im gonna get that lovely bag tmr with momma. & i need to get her something cause her birthday's coming soon. Mom,you're getting old. Hahahah :)

Well,just a random thing on mind. I was wondering why some people refuse to cherish what they have. Be it people who cares alot for them or any possesions that they own. I don't get humans,rather. Well i started thinking eversince i received this text message yesterday;

"Don't be too doubtful till even when the right one is right in front of you but you overlooked him."

& believe me,it means alot. The line i mean. Sometimes when a person tends to be away or rather gone,one will start being restless,uneasy and all, wondering what the other party is up to. I don't get it. Well,its not as if i have yet failed to cherish my love ones,i've crossed those kind of situation. But as i was saying,i was wondering why people just couldnt see the beauty of a person when he/she is right under yr nose. It doesnt make sense. & after he/she decided to leave for the better and move on with whatever,then the another party will chase and go around just to get the person back again.

Wait,some were given chances. But sadly,again things are repeated. & when the person chose to leave this time for real,then again the past will be rewinded.

Humans are simply complicated. Don't get it. So yeah,did some blog hopping and came across stories of long terms relationship,down the drain and all (and its third party). Again,its saddening. Being a third party (once before) wasn't a good thing. If it wasnt for love,I think i wouldnt wana do that. Cause it sucks. Imagine yourself having to hide,yeah that crap. I was blinded,love indeed. Oh well,thats life,fuctard i can say. But on the other hand,i went through what it was to suffer in a relationshp cause of third party. Believe me, a damn fugly wanita. I mean wouldnt mind if ex bf were to chase a prettier,smarter,slimmer,beautiful in all aspects kinda lady. Instead,seeing who he's with. Omg,i wonder where his eyes were when he see her. Well,on the brighter side,i wouldnt wana have that kinda bf. The one who controls you,the one who makes you feel stressed up,the one who claims love but actually it was nothing. Yeah right. Haha. Boys are evil. Maybe? Some said girls are mean. Well not all. Evrything depends on each individual yeah?

Basically,what i want to say is,treasure who you have now,dont see the humans who doesnt even appreciate you,but see those who really love you. Well maybe i guess Afra knows what i mean. Lets just let it be,dont waste yr time babe,dont. Let those humans find you. And like imah said, 'Tkyah la nak hegeh-hegeh.' True? Very. Let those kinda people realise,you're something even without them. Or better,you're gona be fine and better off without them. Waste current.

:)