Hello yaw. Camp was great, well its fun and kinda thrilling i guess, cause being my first time there. The night walk was all okay and it ended at almost 12am. how cool. ;) but the guys were all being very gerek. Haha. I love my cca suddenly, whee :) Met lotsa new people and yeah, we seem to get along well. Overall it was superb :) And we're gona have our dragon boat and chalet this coming 20th July. Howheee
Fading, Fade, Faded.
Anyways, I know this doesnt sound like me, but its really happening. Heh, im unsure about certain things and its making me feel this way, something that i thought i didnt want, but it happen accidentally. Hah. I don't know why, but suprisingly, im getting okay and better, i guess? Heh, its like i don't know maybe its just me, but i think i have my reason of feeling this way. :p Im not gonna waste precious time. I'ma need it for other better things.
I have this feeling that someone is coming back, seriously. I don't even know why, but i just have this instinct. Even if its gona happen, its really gonna be impossible. Lol.
He says he's giving up on me, but by the next day, he changes his mind. How could this be? When ive already told him what i think about the entire thing, im tired, of this whole guys girls love crap, cause it will end up with nothing, or probably at least something? Is it? Hah, but im sure not, again. I mean im not like saying i hate to be in love, who would? Its just that, i cnt be bothered to make things or more like evry single thing to be better, if its worsening and ive tried the best, whatever for i wana waste my time. Ive to believe in this motto. :)
Seriously, i dont care, look at me and you know im just happy and couldnt care much more with complications. All i need is my freaking result cause i got 57/100 only!!! for CA accounting and i fucking hate myself for that. -_-"
K bye! I wana go lala land. Im sleepy and how could that not be when i slept only for less than 4 hours last night. *Yawns.
Fading, Fade, Faded.
Anyways, I know this doesnt sound like me, but its really happening. Heh, im unsure about certain things and its making me feel this way, something that i thought i didnt want, but it happen accidentally. Hah. I don't know why, but suprisingly, im getting okay and better, i guess? Heh, its like i don't know maybe its just me, but i think i have my reason of feeling this way. :p Im not gonna waste precious time. I'ma need it for other better things.
I have this feeling that someone is coming back, seriously. I don't even know why, but i just have this instinct. Even if its gona happen, its really gonna be impossible. Lol.
He says he's giving up on me, but by the next day, he changes his mind. How could this be? When ive already told him what i think about the entire thing, im tired, of this whole guys girls love crap, cause it will end up with nothing, or probably at least something? Is it? Hah, but im sure not, again. I mean im not like saying i hate to be in love, who would? Its just that, i cnt be bothered to make things or more like evry single thing to be better, if its worsening and ive tried the best, whatever for i wana waste my time. Ive to believe in this motto. :)
Seriously, i dont care, look at me and you know im just happy and couldnt care much more with complications. All i need is my freaking result cause i got 57/100 only!!! for CA accounting and i fucking hate myself for that. -_-"
K bye! I wana go lala land. Im sleepy and how could that not be when i slept only for less than 4 hours last night. *Yawns.