Morning sunshines (:
Hokay, im feeling better now, compared to last night when i saw what i was not suppose, well actually read what im not suppose to. Truth hurts, seriously. If only you know that honesty plays an important role, if you only had not lied, & if only you're much more sincere. You know, each time i get home from work and gets into the cyber world, i find lotsa new stuffs which hurts me these days. After one, another. Congratulation mr, you finally managed to make a fool out of me, to even made me believe in what you said, to be the man in disguise, to have the mask on your face when you're with me. Cause what you said and what i read, it doesnt tally at all, seriously.
Sometimes like now, i seriously got to learn to be extra demanding, extra choosy, picky, temperamental, stubborn, hot headed unlike the normal me of being very soft hearted and gives faces to these kinda people who does nothing but lie. Hey let me ask, is lying some sort of a hobby that is stuck in all guys mind? Is it? Heh, tell me about it, i really wonder why its fun to do this, liar. I'ma call you that, well if you don't agree, well its isn't my bad at all you see.
From time to time, this is becoming one of the bestest game ever, its a daily routine that i got to live up with. What im trying to say is, getting fake love and moving on from it, its all a game. Well maybe i should take love for game huh. Wait, i can't see the difference between the real love and the fake love.
Oh what's fake love? Its all about you saying you love someone when you know you're playing around, or better when you just wanna make that someone love you more and you shall leave them after that. If only i can see hideous facts that they have in the back of their corny mind, if only its easy to get the real love instead of this, if only guys could understand. If only you people are able to spot the difference between the good and the bad. IF ONLY.
& if only you guys could share this little feeling that girls have.
Oh, and i off to work today. I shall be alright, i guess. & most importantly i know the two guys at work will entertain me later on :D thats the brightside. I shall live with the few hours of work later on (:
Anyways, i need to shopppppppppppppp! :( I want that forever 21 top lah Yana!!! How? Hahahhaa. Nevermind, i shall be a little rich when i get my pay which is, NEXT MONTH :( so long you know! How? Hahhaahaha
hokay, byeeeee. i love you all. well not all cause some don't deserve(: