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Back from work, again. Heh. It was okay but im just a little tired and was having stupid stomach ache which made my mood a little shitty. Well as per normal saturday is always tiring cause i follow momsy to her work place before heading to work. Well, i thought of meeting fik first but i need to rush cause weekends starting from today, work operates at 430 -.-"


So yeah basically it was alright.


I bump into Afra at clementi while heading to work. I shouted her name and almost wanted to run to her and hug her until she cnt tahan my heavy weight hug her. Hahahaa. I miss that bitch of mine! But we were like blur and in shock, dont even know how to react, so stupid one. Hahahaha.


Imah you bitch! You got attached and you didnt tell me though you were online earlier on! Hahahaha. And its 14th again????? What the shit! Hahahahaha, cool or what sia? Lol. Nvm, just wait hokay you both, this friday i shall meet you babes after my dragon boat and then we shall bitch again. Wheeee (: I miss BL anyways. Haiys. :/


Hidhub was funny! She was so funny la. Lol. She called with her serious tone and said, guess who i saw its so unexpected. And when her seriousness came, i thought it was some of my connection, well hidhub those names i mentioned. LOL. But, no. It was her abang chiner, her eye candy, her swet heart. Lol. Hidhub, your reaction was as though you just got left by a boyfriend instead of being excited. Lol. I guess, because you were in the train lah hor, kene maintain sikit kan. Hahahahaha. Still its funny la hey!


Sometimes, its difficult when you are used to someone's existance in your life till it feels weird without the person by you. You get what i mean. Hmm, its like, okay unexplainable. But i know i cant be selfish you see. I cnt think of myself, being self centered and all. I know, matters like these, its hard to say.


Last night, he made me happy. He entertained me till almost 2am, he joke, he crapped. Gosh gosh gosh, it all seem so unbelievable that its again, normal. I kept repeating that to him. Hahaaha. And again, it seems unbelievable lahhhh. I mean after i almost give up, like totally and when i thought and doubt he feels any shit about all these drifting apart-ness. Hahaha. Im sucha weirdo, i know. -.-"


Talked to Adli for a lil while, it seem fine again. And yeahh he craps like before too.


But you know what? I still feel weird cause i feel a loss, i dont know why. Its like kinda weird you know.Urgh. I know, im selfish, again. But i cant help it. Haiya. I hate this feeling of losing grip on someone that you're used to hang with like almost on daily basis. Im sure you know who you are, go figure. :/