Hello(: Back again. Well im actually going off to work, pretty soon. Uhm, life's been great, (i assume it as great la hey! :/) Hurh. School is getting on fine, pretty much good with new BZF teacher, she's at least a good teacher who teaches better. (:
Work, it has been great too, well great, its just slightly tiring cause i got to juggle both yea, but its okay (:
Had break yesterday in school when i saw him. It was quite alright, talked a little and he did asked me whether we could go home together, i wanted to, but as i got to work you see. So yeah. I did said something that well, which was to make him realise we're drifting apart, but instead, it all sounded wrong and i was speechless cause, really we're both drifting and our thinking are all the opposite. Not like before when we can just know what we're each thinking just by the look of each other's reaction. That caused me to think, again. But nah uh, im still calm after which. He called too last night, but urgh, my work's making it a wall for us to talk stuffs out. And he called again ltr at 11 plus or so. But it was a missed call. & when i called him back, yeah he was half asleep. :/
Well the next thing is he sent me a message through friendster. It made me think alot. It was all saying about us changing and all. It was about how we could make each other happy, in the past. It was about us, feeling weird towards each other existance till we can't talk and don't even know how to react, now. Its all about us, the closeness that we had. The way he said, that im that special friend of his and still am. Hmm, what he call it? Different. Heh. He said i might even have the thinking that he is a playboy, or swinger.
When i read that the first thing in the morning earlier on, true, what he said about us are all that is in my mind. I kept reading it, again and decided to reply, duh! Heh. What i said to him, let it be for me and him to know i guess. Those days, i miss it.
I asked the girls for their opinion, of which that i got was.
-maybe he is as confused.
-maybe he needs a little more time,
-now then he realise!,
-he's sweet to say all those for a guy.
Heh, weird you see all their reactions. Sometimes, ignorance is bliss, but when both kept silent, this things are bound to happen. Urgh.
& I told the girls, afte school about *insert his name*. They said, what if he's also confused, what if he turns his back soon, what if he leaves suddenly for her. And all those what ifs thats possible that they could think. I got speechless again!
I drop this, again. I dont wanna think too much cause it will never end :/
Work, it has been great too, well great, its just slightly tiring cause i got to juggle both yea, but its okay (:
Had break yesterday in school when i saw him. It was quite alright, talked a little and he did asked me whether we could go home together, i wanted to, but as i got to work you see. So yeah. I did said something that well, which was to make him realise we're drifting apart, but instead, it all sounded wrong and i was speechless cause, really we're both drifting and our thinking are all the opposite. Not like before when we can just know what we're each thinking just by the look of each other's reaction. That caused me to think, again. But nah uh, im still calm after which. He called too last night, but urgh, my work's making it a wall for us to talk stuffs out. And he called again ltr at 11 plus or so. But it was a missed call. & when i called him back, yeah he was half asleep. :/
Well the next thing is he sent me a message through friendster. It made me think alot. It was all saying about us changing and all. It was about how we could make each other happy, in the past. It was about us, feeling weird towards each other existance till we can't talk and don't even know how to react, now. Its all about us, the closeness that we had. The way he said, that im that special friend of his and still am. Hmm, what he call it? Different. Heh. He said i might even have the thinking that he is a playboy, or swinger.
When i read that the first thing in the morning earlier on, true, what he said about us are all that is in my mind. I kept reading it, again and decided to reply, duh! Heh. What i said to him, let it be for me and him to know i guess. Those days, i miss it.
I asked the girls for their opinion, of which that i got was.
-maybe he is as confused.
-maybe he needs a little more time,
-now then he realise!,
-he's sweet to say all those for a guy.
Heh, weird you see all their reactions. Sometimes, ignorance is bliss, but when both kept silent, this things are bound to happen. Urgh.
& I told the girls, afte school about *insert his name*. They said, what if he's also confused, what if he turns his back soon, what if he leaves suddenly for her. And all those what ifs thats possible that they could think. I got speechless again!
I drop this, again. I dont wanna think too much cause it will never end :/