Heyy ya. I had a very bad day, very very bad i mean. It all started at work, again! Gahhh.
I got shouted by Andrew for something which is not my fault, but its okay, cause it wasnt my fault, and Shida couldnt bare to see me being abusively talked to when its her fault and she kinda shouted back, well i asked her to go to the ladies first cause i know she will blow her top. Then yeah some guest are just fucked up, fucking irritating grrrr. Urgh. All crappy
Dalli and Shida was being sucha great support earlier on, they were calming me down about the things that happened today, (well it was bad for me and shida cz we both cried, for certain reasons that is, i know mine not relevant at all, tsk!) I was freaking trying to control till the very last guest and i decided to just put the camera to Dalli and then just rushed to the loo, i cnt lah especially when someone tegur me. Gahh. He asked about my watery eyes and then it suddenly go like rain drops you know, fuck i hate it. Never have i cried at work place you know. Heh heh. But still Dalli's quotes and shida's advices were all cool, it made me better (:
& the fun part was Dalli give me a ride home and to a disbelieve i agreed when you know i have never ride on a bike. LOL. Okay, so kental :/ But it was okay, fun fun fun. Hahaa. Like shiok like that. & i got to study bzf leyyy. So lecehh la.
I was thinking alot, just now. Probably, yah its the best for everything, and i mean evry single freaking thing. I hate it, but yeah, fuck thats life, i wouldnt wanna ponder too much, I'ma move on. I got to do that and i freaking will cause i dont wanna cause anymore despair which is totally enough created. Urgh. Im calming myself down no worries. (: I can't be selfish you see, but i was even dumb to think about future when there's none actually. You see, i have yet get my lesson learn after the previous kinda same scenerio happened. Fucking stupid sia Qad. Now, i say, LESSON IS TOTALLY GAIN. Like, totally. Guys please remember this ya, dont say you're gonna have a better time ahead with someone when you know you totally can't. Dont talk about happiness, i realise that now. Cause happiness is not about day dreaming BUT about gaining. You can never gain it by day dreaming but you got to really put in the effort. Thanks anyway, i'll take my own sweet time to get used to things yeah? And im sorry for all the trouble you've went through just for me. Major disappointment.
On another hand, im tired, good night earthlings.
I got shouted by Andrew for something which is not my fault, but its okay, cause it wasnt my fault, and Shida couldnt bare to see me being abusively talked to when its her fault and she kinda shouted back, well i asked her to go to the ladies first cause i know she will blow her top. Then yeah some guest are just fucked up, fucking irritating grrrr. Urgh. All crappy
Dalli and Shida was being sucha great support earlier on, they were calming me down about the things that happened today, (well it was bad for me and shida cz we both cried, for certain reasons that is, i know mine not relevant at all, tsk!) I was freaking trying to control till the very last guest and i decided to just put the camera to Dalli and then just rushed to the loo, i cnt lah especially when someone tegur me. Gahh. He asked about my watery eyes and then it suddenly go like rain drops you know, fuck i hate it. Never have i cried at work place you know. Heh heh. But still Dalli's quotes and shida's advices were all cool, it made me better (:
& the fun part was Dalli give me a ride home and to a disbelieve i agreed when you know i have never ride on a bike. LOL. Okay, so kental :/ But it was okay, fun fun fun. Hahaa. Like shiok like that. & i got to study bzf leyyy. So lecehh la.
I was thinking alot, just now. Probably, yah its the best for everything, and i mean evry single freaking thing. I hate it, but yeah, fuck thats life, i wouldnt wanna ponder too much, I'ma move on. I got to do that and i freaking will cause i dont wanna cause anymore despair which is totally enough created. Urgh. Im calming myself down no worries. (: I can't be selfish you see, but i was even dumb to think about future when there's none actually. You see, i have yet get my lesson learn after the previous kinda same scenerio happened. Fucking stupid sia Qad. Now, i say, LESSON IS TOTALLY GAIN. Like, totally. Guys please remember this ya, dont say you're gonna have a better time ahead with someone when you know you totally can't. Dont talk about happiness, i realise that now. Cause happiness is not about day dreaming BUT about gaining. You can never gain it by day dreaming but you got to really put in the effort. Thanks anyway, i'll take my own sweet time to get used to things yeah? And im sorry for all the trouble you've went through just for me. Major disappointment.
On another hand, im tired, good night earthlings.