I dedicate this post to Mr Rawandi bin Abdul Rahman.

For as long as whatever ive assumed about him, i shall take back my words. For everything that i thought was it, im taking it back, i'ma take it all back with me. Cause after having our heart to heart talk half an hour ago, i realise every single thing.

The one, that sensible one, who believed in LOVE. The one who did things with an open mind, the one who did things not to actually hurt others, and the one who i claim was that way, was what he wasn't. The one that is willing to change cause of his past misery thats haunting. That one, Rawandi.



We talked matters of heart, we speak our mind. We did everything that is possible so we could actually know what we hide behind our smiles. Heh. The one who didnt want to hurt anyone as he could not get over that ex gf. Yeah, he told me, every single thing that happened. What he feels and all. For what he actually think is he doesn't want to be in love and claim anyone could be in love daily but the thing that matters is whether one could love entirely, and till whenever it is. That is what i call sensible, and thats the most sensible thing i've heard today.



I asked him all those confusion that ive had, and all of it has been answered. He asked all the things that he wanted to know, we both had answered it, sincerely. For as far as im concern, we are what we are, we wont let matters drag and yeah, we're better this way. We like each other, but for more than that, nothing. Im moving on and let us stay as friends, our thing is indeed a whole lot of confusion.

But at the end of it all, i realise that, what he said was true, "you can be in love daily, but what matters is whether you can love the person entirely"

And oh yeah, i found out something from him too after whatever it is. What ive said previously, it connects. You know the person you like may not even treat you like how the person who loves you does, for all you know she herself isnt happy with your companion and with you around, she might even feel annoyed. Lesson learnt!