Im going bonkers, if it continues . . .
Sigh, today is so not my day. My instinct, like expected is so true. I saw something, i found out something which definitely make my legs go wabbly, again. I can't even figure how i should like move from the seat cause, its too much to take and i can't take it.
I saw the two mister talking outside student hub earlier on, i wonder what that is all about. Cause despite evry single thing i went through, i do care about them both. Im still wondering.
To add on, my life will never fail to have another party involve. Yes, confused guy again, i swear, i didn't wanna fall too fast, i did and im losing the grip on everything once again. I can't help thinking why the hell things happen on consecutive mode. But still, it happened. Haiz. I don't blame him, cause at least, he was being honest. I told him, to think that i have someone to compete with is already sucha big chore what more to think about her taking my place or what is it like if they are together. Sigh. See, i told you my life revolves around other people instead of myself. Sigh.
Continuously, this is happening, im trying to take things like how i used to, but it seems that i cnt, thats the sad part. Sigh. I have mentioned that patience is a complete bliss, but its tough when im going through this again and again.
To make my day even a bad one, lrt broke down and everyone pushed me around cause i was too weak to move like ive said ealrier on. Stupid system. Gahhh.
& worst still to bump into shafiq, who used to lie to me about him being single when he isn't. Bigger sigh. Like ive said, its not my day lah.
Hidhub, thanks for comforting me in class just now. Yana, thanks for listening. And syah, who called right away after i text her. Thanks! (: On another hand, adli gave me a topshop top that his friend gave him, cause he don't see a point to keep a girl's top. Haha, thanks.
OA CA tomorrow, i'ma make it through, insyallah.
I saw the two mister talking outside student hub earlier on, i wonder what that is all about. Cause despite evry single thing i went through, i do care about them both. Im still wondering.
To add on, my life will never fail to have another party involve. Yes, confused guy again, i swear, i didn't wanna fall too fast, i did and im losing the grip on everything once again. I can't help thinking why the hell things happen on consecutive mode. But still, it happened. Haiz. I don't blame him, cause at least, he was being honest. I told him, to think that i have someone to compete with is already sucha big chore what more to think about her taking my place or what is it like if they are together. Sigh. See, i told you my life revolves around other people instead of myself. Sigh.
Continuously, this is happening, im trying to take things like how i used to, but it seems that i cnt, thats the sad part. Sigh. I have mentioned that patience is a complete bliss, but its tough when im going through this again and again.
To make my day even a bad one, lrt broke down and everyone pushed me around cause i was too weak to move like ive said ealrier on. Stupid system. Gahhh.
& worst still to bump into shafiq, who used to lie to me about him being single when he isn't. Bigger sigh. Like ive said, its not my day lah.
Hidhub, thanks for comforting me in class just now. Yana, thanks for listening. And syah, who called right away after i text her. Thanks! (: On another hand, adli gave me a topshop top that his friend gave him, cause he don't see a point to keep a girl's top. Haha, thanks.
OA CA tomorrow, i'ma make it through, insyallah.