Well probably what certain people say is true, when you know one after sometime, you'll get to know everything about them. Like this and that, bad and good. Okay, easy said, from Diyanah's blog that is, i think that, yes we classmates, being for about 4 months together have seen each others flaws.
Talking about the photography once again. Oh yes misunderstanding that is happening as you can see. Yes, admit that its our fault, okay, we can clearly see that. Thanks for the waking up, anyways. Heh. Lets just say, probably my commitment is more onto BL? Or maybe my real passion isnt about photography? Or lets just say, im too tired with big cameras cause working is already enough to get to hold of that troublesome photoshootings with flash, ISO, the mode the everything. Maybe thats the reason? I suppose? Hah, i dont know even.
Until hidhub brought that into her blog, i realise that we're drifting from photography (pixel lab), wait. In the first place, we weren't getting that close with the members, well close but not that close. But yeah, admit that they're nice people though. Well, we shall put matters of cca and friendship wise differently.
But its okay anyways cause yeah, i came to realise for my side, i mean for myself, that the passion has faded so its okay if we have or dont any other activities, im cool with it. Probably the passion stopped after the one they said about having photos of the month but nothing exactly happened, well i wonder what happen to my (i know, ugly) pictures. But its okay, its been like decades and i guess those pictures weren't good either.
So what im trying to say is, i shall have my commitment on BL, instead. Cause i think camping, having fun, planning and yeahh more on group work thingy is more of, my thing. But nonetheless, if there's still photography outing, well, why not huh. I'll take myself as a non- active member. Heh.
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Enough about school and all that bore.
I saw something inside my wallet and it totally reminded me on too much of those days. I mean, i was checking my wallet, more of clearing it when i saw something which reminded me of those days. Sigh, i know i know, hidhub and liza might be thinking of killing me~ Qad oh qad, wake up man. Haha. But, i wont throw or let it all go la, idk why, cause when i think about some moments, its funny tho. Some parts i mean, nyehehe! boo!
Work was okay i think, i had to do opening and closing cause all the sos permanent staffs werent there. Sigh. But yeah, it was alright. Fairi work with me and then came ranjith bringing a new mate. It was okay. Working with Fai, reminds me of didi. He hasnt be coming cause he claims study break, but howells. Whatever. I was wondering how he was, i mean, idk why i miss him suddenly. Like what the hell qad! People treat you this way you accepted and you even thought you could believe them, but yet, you dint think for yourself. Qad oh qad! Foolish! But self centred isnt me, seriously. No matter how pissed i am, scolding here and there, cursing like crazy, i'll still forgive the person and yeah, pity them and feeling guilty over what ive done. Im just born that way.~ But again, i miss the missings.
Gosh~ Tummy is getting a little better. i hate it, i swear im gonna take care of this tummy, seriously! Stomach flu is something that one would never wanna get. Haha.
Whheeee~ Tmr's camp and im happy! :DD
Shall be back on sunday~ take care people! dont miss me! hehheehehhe, silly! whoever would!
Talking about the photography once again. Oh yes misunderstanding that is happening as you can see. Yes, admit that its our fault, okay, we can clearly see that. Thanks for the waking up, anyways. Heh. Lets just say, probably my commitment is more onto BL? Or maybe my real passion isnt about photography? Or lets just say, im too tired with big cameras cause working is already enough to get to hold of that troublesome photoshootings with flash, ISO, the mode the everything. Maybe thats the reason? I suppose? Hah, i dont know even.
Until hidhub brought that into her blog, i realise that we're drifting from photography (pixel lab), wait. In the first place, we weren't getting that close with the members, well close but not that close. But yeah, admit that they're nice people though. Well, we shall put matters of cca and friendship wise differently.
But its okay anyways cause yeah, i came to realise for my side, i mean for myself, that the passion has faded so its okay if we have or dont any other activities, im cool with it. Probably the passion stopped after the one they said about having photos of the month but nothing exactly happened, well i wonder what happen to my (i know, ugly) pictures. But its okay, its been like decades and i guess those pictures weren't good either.
So what im trying to say is, i shall have my commitment on BL, instead. Cause i think camping, having fun, planning and yeahh more on group work thingy is more of, my thing. But nonetheless, if there's still photography outing, well, why not huh. I'll take myself as a non- active member. Heh.
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Enough about school and all that bore.
I saw something inside my wallet and it totally reminded me on too much of those days. I mean, i was checking my wallet, more of clearing it when i saw something which reminded me of those days. Sigh, i know i know, hidhub and liza might be thinking of killing me~ Qad oh qad, wake up man. Haha. But, i wont throw or let it all go la, idk why, cause when i think about some moments, its funny tho. Some parts i mean, nyehehe! boo!
Work was okay i think, i had to do opening and closing cause all the sos permanent staffs werent there. Sigh. But yeah, it was alright. Fairi work with me and then came ranjith bringing a new mate. It was okay. Working with Fai, reminds me of didi. He hasnt be coming cause he claims study break, but howells. Whatever. I was wondering how he was, i mean, idk why i miss him suddenly. Like what the hell qad! People treat you this way you accepted and you even thought you could believe them, but yet, you dint think for yourself. Qad oh qad! Foolish! But self centred isnt me, seriously. No matter how pissed i am, scolding here and there, cursing like crazy, i'll still forgive the person and yeah, pity them and feeling guilty over what ive done. Im just born that way.~ But again, i miss the missings.
Gosh~ Tummy is getting a little better. i hate it, i swear im gonna take care of this tummy, seriously! Stomach flu is something that one would never wanna get. Haha.
Whheeee~ Tmr's camp and im happy! :DD
Shall be back on sunday~ take care people! dont miss me! hehheehehhe, silly! whoever would!