So i guess you've been reading it all. Im fine. Like afra say
'when everything else fails, Allah will be around'
And yeah, alhamdulilah, i managed to think over everything wisely and maturely. Done and over. Lesson must be learn, ive think about it all. I just dont want, i just wouldnt wanna think about t all. I cant, take it to be getting all those bullshits, from all these, FLINGS. Yea, flings, i shall say it. And what i've ever wanted was a serious one, but yeah, it takes a few wrong ones, but i think ive met too many wrong ones.
But none the less, it made me a much stronger person, totally. I was wondering, when mr nice guy would ever drop and say that he would give me all that ive ever wanted in a guy. But yeah, maybe its just not the perfect time, its just not the right moment as ive yet to achieve what i really need and want in life.
Dalli was true, Afra too. Sometimes, loving someone isnt easy. Its a great task. You must totally not give your love freely cause certain people just aint worth those attention, love and everything that you give.
But yeah, again, life got to move on. I still have lotsa things that i have yet accomplish. Like having 100 more boyfriends before meeting the perfect one? HAHAHA, okay no. :p
Oh my, moonbows made my day just now in school. Hidayah was the first to even see me crying in school again, during OA. You know as i know stuffs thru the net, again. Internet is sucha great help, totally. I was crying quite hard, but managed to stop. I looked really foolish! Totally. You know those red eyes, red nose, staying in the toilet for sometime and staying outside class just to calm myself with hidayah's shoulder to lean on. Thank you dearest! Gosh, i love all my girlfriends. By the time, i managed to ull through till 12 noon and yeah, after which, happy again. Was in my o-kay mood when i bump into him, and i find myself totally ridiculous to even like say hi to him. Qad, you're foolish.
Heh, the moonbows were really saying about hypocrasy in guys, totally. You say this to me, and you say that to her, him, heshe and whatsoever. I was angry, i WAS! But still who am i to even have any say. I remembered, im nothing anws! Just a normal fling that he had once. Remember that? Oh if you ever came across this, im sorry but you've proven me alot of negative things about guys. Immature guys who would wanna fool aroud and playing with any girls feeling is your main intention. But then again, god has better plan made for me you see. I'll accept it all.
Once again, i hate, detest hypocrites! Seriously. I dont see people being nice to you when you actually bitch behind their back. Seriously someone was pretending as if i dont know a hoot about whatever he/she has bitch about me. Aku sumpah malas nak layan. Its yr mouth i know, but then again, im allergic to your hypocrasy, TOTALLY. So for once, can you please, dont pretend to be nice, cause its not close to making my day a better one. And when you said something bad months back about someone, and sudddenly you agree to them once again, your words are totally putting your head on a chop board. You get what i mean?. And im totally disgusted by it all. EEw. Like totally, you can call me a bitch and whatever you name it. But well, think again. Hve i ever come close to urgh, i shant say it all. I just felt that, hypocrites are seriously a turn off. Plus wankers who pretends this n that. Goodness. Gahh.
Okay enough said and whining. Im off to studying (:
I miss moonbows and the gfsss!
'when everything else fails, Allah will be around'
And yeah, alhamdulilah, i managed to think over everything wisely and maturely. Done and over. Lesson must be learn, ive think about it all. I just dont want, i just wouldnt wanna think about t all. I cant, take it to be getting all those bullshits, from all these, FLINGS. Yea, flings, i shall say it. And what i've ever wanted was a serious one, but yeah, it takes a few wrong ones, but i think ive met too many wrong ones.
But none the less, it made me a much stronger person, totally. I was wondering, when mr nice guy would ever drop and say that he would give me all that ive ever wanted in a guy. But yeah, maybe its just not the perfect time, its just not the right moment as ive yet to achieve what i really need and want in life.
Dalli was true, Afra too. Sometimes, loving someone isnt easy. Its a great task. You must totally not give your love freely cause certain people just aint worth those attention, love and everything that you give.
But yeah, again, life got to move on. I still have lotsa things that i have yet accomplish. Like having 100 more boyfriends before meeting the perfect one? HAHAHA, okay no. :p
Oh my, moonbows made my day just now in school. Hidayah was the first to even see me crying in school again, during OA. You know as i know stuffs thru the net, again. Internet is sucha great help, totally. I was crying quite hard, but managed to stop. I looked really foolish! Totally. You know those red eyes, red nose, staying in the toilet for sometime and staying outside class just to calm myself with hidayah's shoulder to lean on. Thank you dearest! Gosh, i love all my girlfriends. By the time, i managed to ull through till 12 noon and yeah, after which, happy again. Was in my o-kay mood when i bump into him, and i find myself totally ridiculous to even like say hi to him. Qad, you're foolish.
Heh, the moonbows were really saying about hypocrasy in guys, totally. You say this to me, and you say that to her, him, heshe and whatsoever. I was angry, i WAS! But still who am i to even have any say. I remembered, im nothing anws! Just a normal fling that he had once. Remember that? Oh if you ever came across this, im sorry but you've proven me alot of negative things about guys. Immature guys who would wanna fool aroud and playing with any girls feeling is your main intention. But then again, god has better plan made for me you see. I'll accept it all.
Once again, i hate, detest hypocrites! Seriously. I dont see people being nice to you when you actually bitch behind their back. Seriously someone was pretending as if i dont know a hoot about whatever he/she has bitch about me. Aku sumpah malas nak layan. Its yr mouth i know, but then again, im allergic to your hypocrasy, TOTALLY. So for once, can you please, dont pretend to be nice, cause its not close to making my day a better one. And when you said something bad months back about someone, and sudddenly you agree to them once again, your words are totally putting your head on a chop board. You get what i mean?. And im totally disgusted by it all. EEw. Like totally, you can call me a bitch and whatever you name it. But well, think again. Hve i ever come close to urgh, i shant say it all. I just felt that, hypocrites are seriously a turn off. Plus wankers who pretends this n that. Goodness. Gahh.
Okay enough said and whining. Im off to studying (:
I miss moonbows and the gfsss!