Today was pretty much okay :D
Was kinda tired, cause i totally could not get my body off the bed. Seriously tired la hey! Worked yesterday after the CIP thingy, gosh after sometime of not working, i got this very tired feeling like when i just started working months ago! Hehehehe. ~Sigh. A job wil always be tiring. But nonetheless, im happy to meet the collegues. Supa fun! :D
Goodness, i have been slacking way too much and i swear that im gonna study tonight! Do my accountings and also at least 2 chapters of bzf! Ive covered like only 4 topics leyy! Stresss! A week more to go and end of the whole 3 modules! :DD And i still remember someone asking me for a 3.7 gpa, but im still unsure if its ever gonna happen. I tell you, its hard. But im gonna try. For you :p Hahaha, For myself and my parents lahh.
And sometimes when you met someone after you have not been like meeting them for like months, whats the feeling? Hah, yeah miss them and the feeling brings you back to those happy days, those moments, craziness and all. Hazmi; i dont know if you still read my blog like before, but yeah, you're really missed! And i miss sneaking out for movie while i got grounded and all those craps we had. Hhaha! And bumping earlier on was greattt. It seems that i wanted to talk alot of things, but yeah i just find it hard to open my mouth! Haha, k so slenger! And i know i owe you a movie treat (: Cant wait for that.
Dalli (collegu), he lecture to me about love again. He says this and that cause having seen me getting hurt umpteen times, he just dont want me to be hurt from time to time. I just kept quiet. Whats new in getting hurt from time to time, im used to getting disappointments again and again, for the most silly thing called LOVE. And from time to time again, i still fall knowing the outcome would be really, BAD. He sang me a malay song, this particular lyric saying;
Being in a relationship for years,
doesnt even mean it would last,
being in a relationship,
doesnt even mean its pure love,
being in relationship,
doesnt mean you would be true to your partner.
And when he sings that, he made me think all night about it, but still i dont know and i cant figure out why am i taking a lot of risks which in the end will hurt me pretty bad. Sigh, i wanna start anew. I wanna let go of everything, but its impossible to erase those horrible things that haunts you and still do right? Tell me? Each individual had their own mistakes and past, whats difficult is to erase those yeah?
And and, its gonna be a year eversince i got myself in a relationship! Well counting on actually those after i broke up with Fad, wasnt much of a seriosu one, i still take it like i've been single for 2 years? Heh, thats an accomplishment! It feels great to have the freedom and all, but when i think, it feels crappy knowing that you have no one to whine and complain, share the silliest thing, well in a different way from friendship with the girlfriends. Hah, but nonetheless; why do i need a boy who would hurt me from time to time when i have my family and greatest girlfriends or better, enemies which i dont know that exist, hah! Cool pe?!
And oh, imissthepersonwhogivesmesuprisesoncebeforeandifyouthinkitsyouyesitsyou!
Was kinda tired, cause i totally could not get my body off the bed. Seriously tired la hey! Worked yesterday after the CIP thingy, gosh after sometime of not working, i got this very tired feeling like when i just started working months ago! Hehehehe. ~Sigh. A job wil always be tiring. But nonetheless, im happy to meet the collegues. Supa fun! :D
Goodness, i have been slacking way too much and i swear that im gonna study tonight! Do my accountings and also at least 2 chapters of bzf! Ive covered like only 4 topics leyy! Stresss! A week more to go and end of the whole 3 modules! :DD And i still remember someone asking me for a 3.7 gpa, but im still unsure if its ever gonna happen. I tell you, its hard. But im gonna try. For you :p Hahaha, For myself and my parents lahh.
And sometimes when you met someone after you have not been like meeting them for like months, whats the feeling? Hah, yeah miss them and the feeling brings you back to those happy days, those moments, craziness and all. Hazmi; i dont know if you still read my blog like before, but yeah, you're really missed! And i miss sneaking out for movie while i got grounded and all those craps we had. Hhaha! And bumping earlier on was greattt. It seems that i wanted to talk alot of things, but yeah i just find it hard to open my mouth! Haha, k so slenger! And i know i owe you a movie treat (: Cant wait for that.
Dalli (collegu), he lecture to me about love again. He says this and that cause having seen me getting hurt umpteen times, he just dont want me to be hurt from time to time. I just kept quiet. Whats new in getting hurt from time to time, im used to getting disappointments again and again, for the most silly thing called LOVE. And from time to time again, i still fall knowing the outcome would be really, BAD. He sang me a malay song, this particular lyric saying;
Being in a relationship for years,
doesnt even mean it would last,
being in a relationship,
doesnt even mean its pure love,
being in relationship,
doesnt mean you would be true to your partner.
And when he sings that, he made me think all night about it, but still i dont know and i cant figure out why am i taking a lot of risks which in the end will hurt me pretty bad. Sigh, i wanna start anew. I wanna let go of everything, but its impossible to erase those horrible things that haunts you and still do right? Tell me? Each individual had their own mistakes and past, whats difficult is to erase those yeah?
And and, its gonna be a year eversince i got myself in a relationship! Well counting on actually those after i broke up with Fad, wasnt much of a seriosu one, i still take it like i've been single for 2 years? Heh, thats an accomplishment! It feels great to have the freedom and all, but when i think, it feels crappy knowing that you have no one to whine and complain, share the silliest thing, well in a different way from friendship with the girlfriends. Hah, but nonetheless; why do i need a boy who would hurt me from time to time when i have my family and greatest girlfriends or better, enemies which i dont know that exist, hah! Cool pe?!
And oh, imissthepersonwhogivesmesuprisesoncebeforeandifyouthinkitsyouyesitsyou!