Im back blogging. Life's been seriously too good to be true. Sigh. Im so tired that at times i feel like giving up on every single thing that i have to live with, in this shitty at times happy life. Urgh.

Its tough when you really wanna help by doing all the means that you could and even sometimes doing something that you think you could not even handle. And at the end of everything nothing seems worth it and they even downgrade you. How cool can that be. Sigh. I wish at times they could understand being me, cause all they could do is to say this and that and end up with making me feel very very unappreciated. Family, you name it. Working and schooling for your own benefits is definitely cool. But working and schooling to help out with family expenses is equally tiring. Plus if they do not appreciate it, i feel that the world fucks me up so much. Urgh. What did i do to deserve, a remarkable remark. Sigh.

Lets leave all those shit, so yeah basically ive not been on the good mode of life these days. I wonder how others can cope with bizarre life problems. I just wanna give up. And definitely, love is something way too small cause i think that there's too many humoungous problems besides the peanut size love problem, like totally.

School's been okay, fine. Been skippin the early class these days basically because she is so boring that i can just die. Well at times due to my late-coming. But i cant help it cause i dont need a lecturer who yacks on daily basis about how everyone's chasing her for this and that, talking about how great her past classes were and all those bull. Spare me with all that please. You're just making me even sick. Right, right! I think my classmates agree on this, totally. Cranky teacher.

Anyways, about the job, mygosh. Exboyfriend got into digiphoto and he is working with me. This is so weird. I swear i dont know how i should teach him to handle the job. Gosh. But nonetheless, i think can get use to all these thingy.

Okay bye.