Sometimes, its best if one leaves his or her past behind to move to something which is new, which is probably gonna be much better.

Somehow, i really agree on this. Well after many times the girlfriends and moonbows tell me, now i believe in it because the past can never change to be better, it might get even worst. All you got to do is to let it go with an open arms and to again believe that, everything happens for a reason and the reason will be shown sooner or later. I didnt know that i could leave the past within a split second and move on with the future now. Well not really split second but again, ive moved on so quickly than i thought i could ever do. But believe me, it feels really good to have new things approaching you and its really exciting. And therefore to whoever that wants to stay on to the past and let it lingers around you for until whenever it is, maybe its time to get your asses off and move forward to start everthing anew. Life is too short to ponder the past. :D

I just got home from school and im happy about it because atlast after 2 weeks or so, i can get home early without having to think of going for tourism outing, work or ite bedok for the thailand trip thingy. And at last i can have a break at home. (:

Basically, days have been okay. Its quite alright. Work wasnt sucha drag, school is kinda okay. Have been going home with bebey these days (: Getting better i guess, the way we communicate and all, its just getting better. Like how we kinda get straight forward with one another, like how he tell me something that i think would bring the best out of me, like how he take note of me and like how he wants me to be a better person. But what impress me most is when he said this

"Lets just forget everything that happens in the past, because what matters is future"

I began to feel that, its true that the past should not be rack once again, like to tell how many ex boyfriends or girlfriends. To tell your flings, to let each other know anything much about past relationships cause that doesnt matter. It is much more thrilling when we can slowly get to know each other even without us telling. Cause its all about listening and observing. But definitely, we do sharing too cause we have been sharing things in our mind (: Im happy that its getting on smoothly. And i really hope it would get on this smooth in days to come. Like people might think, its still too early, but i have faith in him, in myself, in us <3.

Projects have been the shit these days. Marketing has been okay, i think. But tourism project suck quite alot. I cant stand the cash that we have been forking out to go to the attractions and all. Believe me, im totally broke! Im left with a friggin 4 plus in my bank account. And payday is in 8 days or so. How can i ever survive. Plus the concession isnt at all topped up. I swear, im trying to dig cash everywhere to let my ezlink survive. I dont care if i skip meals, but i care if i find myself having to be stranded without cash to go anywhere. Hahaha. ;p Like that idiot have been owing me friggin $30 bucks since the last 3 months i think, and he have yet paid me back. Oh tell me, do you need a year to pay my 30 bucks goddamnit like are you friggin poor! Im totally broke and i text him for it, but again no reply. Oh fucker! Gahhh!

Anyways, im counting down to 8 dec, well the teachers said that the flight might be earlier, well i guess on the 7th if we can't book the tics for 8th. Shit, i suddenly dont feel like i wanna leave singapore, mama, gfs and him :( hurhur. You see, im sucha sucker, its only friggin 2 weeks and im whining so much. ;p And the bestfriend's birthday is coming. Afra! Suke tak suke tak? Kekekee!

I think ive updated quite a lot kan? Okay, take care avid readers! (: