road to recovering

Its just difficult, to be thinking of the world that seems so familiar to you but once again, seem like a complete stranger. Its just so not easy. I don't know why. Sigh. I can't stop whining and if you all think that its a bore to read my blog, then get lose. hehe. okay no, just read if you want.

Its difficult to think of someone who isn't at all there.

To be thinking how that person is doing

To be thinking if that person is safe.

One word for me;

Foolish

Qad qad, as silly as usual.

Omg, help me please i cant stop whining. & i miss you asshole! I dont even know whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :(

* breathes!

okay, i just feel so useless. Im sucha sucker in this silly thing namely, love.

Okay goodnitei feel really sick with this sore throat (that i sound like jantan now!!!) and fever. Hurhur. :(