'I think dad should just piss off. Friggin nuts mood swinger which i think is facing his menopause, period. Tsk.
& school having to end earlier was great, had lunch with the girls at yishun cause shikin drag us there. All they wanted was long john for lunch. Haha, they really have this funny habit of always eating at long john, i dont know why either.
So random meet ups with the guys of the trip in ite yishun was okay. It was impromptu and we dragged shikin and marziah to follow us there eventhough they felt very awkward. But they got used to it after a while. Heh (:
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Sidetrack, not again.
So i was talking to liza about things. She was saying why i can be really ignorant to people who had hurt me, umpteen times. And why is it that easy for me to forgive them for making my life extra miserable. Tsk. We were takin the escalator up, when i bum into an old flame, whateverhisname is called. History history. Was suprised, but nothing like anger appeared which liza thinks is amazing because how could i ever forgive a jerk, she claims it. I dont know its just not in me to hate people unless its to extreme. Wait for this case, i think its too extreme but again, i still choose to forgive and even stay as friends, in a very good term. Its difficult being me, its difficult being evil and unforgiving kinda person. Maybe i should do that again so as to make my life a happier one and not to bother about how they actually feel. I dont know, im lost in concluding what kinda person i am, actually. Heh (:
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Work
Honestly, today was super chaotic and i mean super. I dont find it at all interesting this time when rumours spread about us, as a company and as the team at sos. Oh wait, i dont care a nut to people who works there that reads this because its my personal online network journal. Even if i wanna bitch about the most irrritating, miss pretencious aka bossy aka complain queen aka whatever her feakin ugly attitude is, you can jolly well piss off cause you can never bring matters to work management as it is my personal affair and god damn not yours. Because no matter what I AM STILL gonna bitch about whoever you think is the good little missy (shouts, not!!!).
I personally feel that it could have been better if she could shut her gap, wait it could have been better if she could mind her own business instead of getting into other people's personal company affair, which might be for her to know cause we are so called, their property. But hey, not eveythin is for you to manage cause we have our own nicer management, although not perfect management, but a better way of treating people and their workers rights. Seriously, this is killing me. Its like if your side could just get along with my side, at the other part of our workplace, why not you in our side. Lets just not make this thing complicating. Why cant the sos just get along with us, i dont mean all because i have pretty much good friends working at their side which is so easy to get along and isnt as urgh, whatever you call it, irritating that you wanna shove things in their asses, (i swear!). Meanwhile those at merlion are getting on so way far much better, more like a family. Wth is wrong with some people who just love publicity in their work by making things difficult for us digiphoto there, damn it.
I am complaining so much with huge chuncks of paragraph because it affects me personally and the whole of my team. There you go, people considering to quit, people being hanged for certain period from work just because of minor thing that you can settle. And sooner i might consider leaving this working passion i have for the entire 7 months. Yes it affects me personally cause i have to god damn work for this entire weekdays which is totally driving me nuts. I have school, mind you like the attendance wise is super cool. (87% yes letter have been sent but yet recieved tho) And that is why im pissed. Its been years that we the staffs there, hating the way you think ure miss perfect for a fact you do show stupid examples like untie your hair and texting while talking and laughing on your mobile while work. & again, do mind that attitude before complaining about our side, screw you. Im so happy now that ive let it out.
Personal
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I dont need people around me be it anywhere to tell me about what they have heard. I think the whole world needs to know, that even my collegues are curious and are asking things already. And its alreadya topic for people to talk about, you know that. Tsk. Lets just say, things just got to be spread out like butter, just because someone just couldnt stop telling. Im sick of hearing things which involves me because its already something i left long ago but i dont know why they dont get over the topic, yet again.