Have you imagine being away from your loved ones? Far far away, as far as when you are on earth they are elsewhere.

Well i can't. If anything like that happens to me, im not quite sure how i will live without any one of them. Well, i wont be sure how i can handle life without anyone of them. Simply because, with them i learn how to love, to trust, to lean onto, to share, care and every single thing. Be it good or bad, with them makes everything easier.

Sometimes, people come and go, thats for sure. But from that, one learn from their past to create a better day ahead. One tends to unappreciate the loved ones, or rather hurt them, without or with them knowing. True? Hmm..

Of course not forgetting fitri, fida (sorry that i couldnt find old pics). The guys i met, hazmi, adel, nizam, fadhuli. The old digi mates which taught me alot! (I mean these people are all that matter to me now.)

The melawat-ing to the aunts place earlier on, (yest actually, cause its already 1am) was i dont know, something thats different. Well of course, cause my uncle passed away. Whatever that everyone of them said has made a great impact on me.

Kak yana was telling me "appreciate whatever you have before they leave you" It was already enough to sadden me hearing her saying all those things. If possible i wouldnt wanna listen to all that cause my mind will run wild.

Nenek sedare of mine just kissed me on my cheeks asking me to take care of myself and thanked me for coming. Well, actually all of them were saying "jage ayah and mama" that kinda thing. Gosh, i almost died there but i hold on to whatever i was feeling. You know that kinda thing. Hmm.

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Okay the post sounded super saddening or whatever, but its something to be looked into. It left a huge impact on me eversince yst noon.

Okay, on another happier note; im having date with the digi girls tmr morning (: