Its awesome meeting the girlfriend once again. Well, afra couldnt make it, due to the chalet thingy and her bro last minute. But its okay (: Oh we even meet up fida over at marina square while she's working. Kinda the day of get together for the 7 years friendship girls (: Though not complete.

Let me say something. Today was emotionally emotional! Aku ngan imah la actually, fitri tak. Hehehe. We sat by river at starbucks fullerton. Then we kinda talk but there was a point of time where we remained silent. I dont know whats the silence for perhaps because she was writing the letter of reply to him, thats why. I got panic seeing tears drenched her cheeks. I was wondering how would it be if it was me, being in her position. I teared along with her too. I wonder, why love is full of these complications. While she wrote letter to him, i wrote a note for her. A random one.

Sometimes to think, we girls, could quarrel like nobody's business and always having a hard time of understanding each others asses! Its really difficult at times to maintain this friendship. But im really proud that despite us quarreling like lil kids at times, we do know we love the friendship that started years back. From those kental days to where we are now, fully grown up.

I was writing to imah trying to tell her that despite me not being there all the time, she got my back to lean on. Thats simply because i love my girlfriend alot. (But i do hate her at times too, i know we hate each other at a certain time) We hate each other and love each other at the same time, believe it all 5 of us are that way. We can go bitchy, super bitchy to each others back but having to find ourselves telling the real truth and ending the tiff with a huge laughter. Thats what i love about us, we are just special in a way. I can go around hating the friendship at times, but we girls get soft easily :D

So as soon as she recieved my note, she cried even more. I was really, speechless and again,teared along even more. I mean, sumpah emotional but who cares. In the middle of starbucks infront of ernie (fit's friend). Haha, but hey that made us realise that we all mean alot to each other.

Really had a good time with them tho the other 2 werent there. Thanks for making my day babes!

I miss my boyfriend. :(