Popper, children-like, trust, think again (:

"Life lesson taught me that one shouldnt hope too much" -Boyfriend.

As much as he says that, im hoping things between us would get better. Is that too much to ask for? I dont think so, but im still hoping there would be a solution to all these.

The days you would do the chasing, now i got to do.

The days you're willing to do everything, but now i dont know what happened.

The days where we had so much to talk about, now like a complete stranger at times.

The days where we had so much time together, but now, theres never so much or sufficient.

Sigh. I've voiced out, im not saying its you, maybe its me, maybe its us. I hope things would get better, love (: Im sorry for last night.

Sidetrack.

Lets talk about friendship. People come, people go. People trust and people break it too. People assume, without knowing truth. And people blame without researching too. What the hell it is, sometimes jealousy could kill too.

For a fact and matter of childishness, look at yourself. Ive been tolerating your silliest attitude too, mind you. You and you and you and you, whoever you are. The way you go popping everywhere, the popper shits, look at how childish you can get, sorry if it hits on your head, oh and dont go popping in my blog too cause i couldnt care less about your childish games and then go hate tagging at your own blog. What kinda joke is that, we girls have been keepingand tolerating that actual fact, now me, siti qadriyah, couldnt care less about anyone of you because the fact that you people call yourself friends but the fact that you back stab each other, wth? Its time, you sit back and relex and think about a solution to your friendship and not blaming others for bad mouthing you, because sometimes, your circle of people are those who are stabbing you with a friendly smile of friggin love infront, do your research.

Doing the pop was enough but we kept shut, i think thats too childish. Trying to cover your ass, whiler you're at it. What the ..? Okay, nevermind about that. Bottom line, check and get your facts, we wouldnt wanna mind about your ass, cause we've got enough jobs and better things to do. To who and whatever you wanna do, its you. I think you're dreaming about people wanting to know about you and your life, for a fact people dont care a hoot, its just youh who care too much.

Oh yes, googaagagaga-ing, oh well, what you have to say, girls and guys do that, whats new? You get me? Okay nvm.

I wasnt being personal, i was stating some, urmm facts.

Anws, to dearest gf.

I heard about it from your text yesterday, i hope you're really strong babe. Ily muchos and i dont wanna see you falling just like that. We've got your back, but you decide which way you want to head to, its your call. I love you! *hugs!*