when imy so bad.

When the boyfriend is sick, i just feel even worse. I mean, i wouldnt wanna disturb him with my text messages, let alone any phone calls. I thought of paying him a visit over at his place, but he didnt want me to. I just miss him so bad. Like when is our next;


outing
movie
shopping spree
camwhoring session
long late night talk


I dont know, the last time that i went out (besides school) with him was his birthday, which was 3 weeks back. The last time i had a long talk with him was seriously long ago. Sigh. Have not been even talking over the phone. This is sucha sucker. Sigh. I just dont know la :( Seeing those couple around, haiya. Im jealous . . .


In case if you dont realise, i miss you alot, that when i see you around, i dont even know what to talk and how to react. It just gives me this butterfly feeling. I miss you and i hope there would be plans for this upcoming weeks.


Get well soon love! I am darn worried for you.


The birthday suprise for the may babies was awesome. I mean, okay not that bad. But the outcome wasnt what we all expected i think. Pictures, will be later later on.


Tomorrow is the 2 in 1 day, work plus school. I prolly think i have no life, weeks really passed so fast, but i dont think ive accomplished any single thing. Tsk.


Im feeling, cranky.
Goodnight.