Goodbye historyyyyyy, harlowwwwwwwwwwwww new space :)

OVERDUE PICTURES.

Ni basket okay! He was irritating the hell out of me because of my P-Plate. Babi punye orang! Hahahah!
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That sums up my raya outing with the family.

Weekends was fun with the ex classmates eventhough me and fik went off halfway, im sure we had fun. Thanks fik, i know you were worn out due to the guard duty. Heh.

After which was chalet at changi. It was near camelot (!!) I miss the place. Me and fik were reminiscing those camp days, hahaha. Its funny to see us growing up aye? From those outgoing teens to young (boncet) adult. Even his aunt tegur about the tummy issue, hahaha. I think we're happy that we don't bother la hor.

Pictures will be up next, when ikah or tasha upload. Had much fun with his paternal side

♥

It was fun with them.

The bishan alumni and juniors, heh.

There's more actually, but being me im plain lazy.

Oh by the way, mom's discharged already :)
On another hand, Suly, the day has come aye yesterday? lucks and have fun in there! :)

& good luck dearest fik :D I wanna hear good news, insyallah you can!

♥♥ To;

the boy who have seen me through my ups and downs, the one i've love and lost, the one who taught me about broken hearts and also unconditional love,
the best friend, the enemy, the listener, the lover.


Happy 19th.
The last time i remember was doing a video for you to be put up on the blog, i think that was our 5th month? Heh.


And like what i've always say, may we have all the lucks to go through this bittersweet journey together.I love you, and nothing can change that.
(maybe some hot guys can laaaa, ok joke heee!)

Love love you sweetheart! :D

I think this one is cute :D

Thanks fifi for meeting me on friday. Had a good catch up with you ♥

I had fun with these two yesterday evening for dinner and the ugly truth yet again. I enjoyed the movie. So i didnt mind watching it again, since the first time was free. Fik paid for me what. Heh heh.

So anyways, things have been really really tough. Its tough that me, being one of a hell patient person can no longer take what life is giving me. Thing is, not only situation is bad, to add on people are being mean too.

Jealousy, control freak, bad mouthing, two faced, problems after problems, work, lack of sleep, managing cash, lifeless, unwelcome feeling.

You name it, i've got it all. Its to an extend that i can no longer handle. I am only a human, mind you.

But nonetheless, thank you for those who i have whine to.

Fifi, dayah, fik, yana.

Thanks for the listening ears that you people give.

& no yana, i'm no longer the patient and strong person if these goes on. Heh, but what breaks you makes you stronger. Well, maybe its true.

Fik: Hey, you're my special one. If youre having problem, its equivalent to me having one, so we'll help each other k.

Me: Thanks alot bie fr the support that you always give. I'm gonna get better, hopefully :'(

Fik: You will lahh, you're my strong girl.

Thanks alot fik, very comforting to know that you're there for me. You and your family have always been a pillar of my strength ♥

I 'm very much a simple and easy person. I'm very open with judgements and its really okay to tell me straight. I would prefer if you tell me straight to my face about issues that you have than to talk behind my back about how i'm like. Save the trouble to go behind me giving remarks when the fact is people will still tell me.

Because being me, I do not give two flying fuck about what you wanna say about me. Its mind over matter, you don't matter and I do not mind. You should jolly well see your pretty face in the mirror to see your flaws before pointing fingers on me. I don't bother if people who are close to you reads this, they can tell you for all i care. Take care of your own dirty laundries before you wanna bother about mine.

Simple enough? :)

I have more pictures, but that all can wait. This raya was real bad, thats all i can say. Situations were so tense and i didnt like it. Well, maybe i was trying too hard to make pictures look nice, like as if i was enjoying every moment, oh well.

So anways some pictures from meeting the girls..

Start of working day, goshhhhhh sucha drag after sucha long weekend :/

So today marks the last day of ramadhan. I cant believe it pass real fast this time round. Guess i've been much occupied wid the hectic schedule all around.

This time, it has taught me another new thing. Perserverence and how much i should cherish my loved ones. Well, it made a great impact on me after mum's been hospitalised with blood clot on her brain and wid stroke currently. I've never regretted anythin that he has given me, it taught me to be a much stronger person. I realised my ramdhan has always been a challenging one, well thats how mine went this time round. I wonder how its gonna be like the next round, kalau panjang umur.

Anws, to all, selamat hari raya aidilfitri in advance. &hearts,

Me likey me new hair. The texture je la after the treatement, less frizzy and irritating :) and the price is reasonable and the service is tip top. Thanks chafeka deluna :D

On another note, thanks yazid for accompanying me, i think you could fall asleep waiting. And on another hand, i meet ima and fida for an hour or so wid yazid at bugis only to find myself rushing home. -.-

But well, at least an hour pon jadi la wid those two:)

Anw, was irritating fik abt how prettay my hair is
'oi i say my hair pretty right u got to agree'
'huh??? I sngaje nak irritate u'
'cb ah bie, bye ah'
Hahaha. Asshole, like always!

better off with nobody knows.

Days have been real pack, workload have been alot these days, because the guys just love making me crazy.

Last weekend was sucha hectic one cause me and fik went to geylang to get what we want. Okay, i was super fussy. He managed to handle me at first, but after the third time rounding at the same place, he eventually gave up on me. So i had my girls to entertain all the rubbish. Thank you girls :D And yes, finally i found something that i like, okay, i don't really love it, but okay la, was sweating like a pig, and i didnt wanna continue walking anymore. So from 5 plus to 10 was finding for my set -.-

On tuesday i took half day to spend time with fik's family. We bake and had fun. & its normal for me to get bullied by si budak kecik tuh, not only that fik join in eh, smack your face then you know. Hahaha. We were loud at night with all the silly jokes made by the sisters. Its so nice having 3 instant sisters, all pretty and they are very welcoming towards me :) Tasha, dont go aww, i know im pretty when you read this, i menyampah you know. Hehe.

So anyways, this morning, there was this particular guy with his friends who passed by. We were in the train by the way, and i was all sleepy. So i just turned away and when he passed me he said "pagi2 muke takmo masam ah"

-.-"

Hello, what do you expect from a tired person who is standing in the train in the morning? So now i must smile to every malay guys like you is it? Annoying. Sape lah, nak senyum sorang2 in the train.

Now, friday please come, i am so gonna divide myself into many pieces. So many errands to doooooooooooooooooo :/

& whn its love if its nt rough it isnt fun

Thanks for the nice friday night babes. & Dayah, thanks for travelling from tampines to the west just to visit my mom and break fast with me ♥

I spent my friday night hanging around with these 2 and some guys. Played murderer in the dark, ate buah duku because we were forced to. Hahaha.

Feka's godmom: *walk to us with a bag of buah duku* ah makan ni, sedap tau.

Us: Ah, k nanti kite makan

Feka: *whispers, amek satu jer makan, then she'll walk away

Hahaha, eventually she walked away.

Saturday was all good, the cousin sent me and fiqah to bugis and off we got the tickets fr the 1240am show, while waiting head off to kampung glam cafe.

Fiqah spot zad on the other side, so i called him wondering who he was with (i thought he was with some girl as i didnt spot liza)

He was squinting his eyes and we went over to sit at their table.

Zad: aku ingat chicks mane yang tgk aku

Fiqah: Yelah, kite tgk macam pelakon mane gitu thats why kite tgk

Hahaha. Silly.

Was nice meeting liza and oi liza, kau nye pipi dah mcm, okay you know mcm what right, i told you already. Hehehe, tembam pe! I guess you're very much happy thats why :D

Oh, FD 3D was awesome, except that i wish the ending wouldnt be too fast and sudden. Other than that, thumbs up. Fiqah and me was sucha pig, we went to meet the rest for prata after movie, but to add on the babats, we had briyani and prata.

Oink, oink. Tsk.

& its already monday, see! I told you weekends seem so fast and weekdays seem to be s-l-o-w.

Damn.

& by the way, finally im meeting fik after a week.

Can't wait! ♥

I almost died reading the blog's archives. Hahaha, its really funny.

I didn't know i was strong eh to go through alot. Chey!

"Haha. Majok?"

"Aar la, cepat pujok! Skg jgk u pujok. Hmph!"

"I tak pandai lah syg"

"Hmph! Ah tau pon. Pandai amek hati, tak tau jage hati. Hehehehhe :p"

Pagi-pagi annoying already this idiot.

Met yana, and yes she break fast wid me at Bukit Batok la, where else right can i break my fast at. Heh, after so long, finally we meet up eventho it was a quick one, but we did have a good catch up. We come to a conclusion that;

"only at your lowest, then you'll know who would be there for you"

I can't agree any lesser, you can find 1001 friends that would wanna party wid you, but you can't find all those 1001 friends when you need them most.

"Time senang-senang, senang ah to be there, time susah, macam susah sikit"

Hahaa, yana, yana. You always have ways to say things. Haha!

Anyways, TGIF!!

I really wonder why it takes so long to be friday, and so fast to be monday.

You think? Hurhur.

&&& i'll be catching FD 3D tmr midnight, i can't wait (!!!)

"love is an act of endless forgiveness"

So here's some pictures from the other day meet up with Adams. I wish i could stay longer, but i guess there's always another days for enjoyment. I just have to adapt a little here and there, i bet my girls are used to the way it is now too :)

Thank you for that great night Adams, you girls are seriously fun bunch who never fail to make me laugh. For all the silliest things we have done, the secrets we shared (!!!), the problems we help each other to fix. Man! I love you girls! :D ♥

And i found this picture somewhere. I think i look so young here. Funny to see all the good (plus bad)memories that we've shared. Idiotlove called me randomly in the morning, he thinks that we both should have the same celly model. & for sure he wants me to change to his samsung omnia, thing is, i like his phone, but i don't know how to use it. Another thing is, i just change my celly last June, should i, should i not.
I might consider though. Having the same celly as the boyfriend, hmmmm, cute. Sheesh.
Anyways, go for it fik. I wanna have trips everywhere soon. 7 weeks, 7 weeks! :D
Me love love you, idiotlove.
♥

& i should say, its about time that we girls meet.
Ima, fit, afra, fida
hello girls..??

Happy 18th sweetheart ;)

May we have all the lucks in the world to pull through every single thing.

Sayang kamu banget deh :D

♥ ♥ ♥

Its super cold, and the radio's playing all the sappy hari raya song instead of those happy ones. Super sappy lor, i'm not looking forward to it anyway. But the food, is the only thing (since money is not the main thing, sheesh). Heh heh.

The rendangs, the chicken, the sambal goreng, the lontongs and cookies and cakes and more.

Ah, gi batal sudah puasa. Hehehehe.

Met the adams nearby the hospital mom's in since they are all bukit (batok/gombak/panjang) people, so can compromise to meet at bestari for iftar. Catch up a little and its a wrong idea to meet them even a minute before buka. Should meet them on the dot, because the minute we meet, can batal already eh girls?

Lucah, lucah. Haha.

I've met adams, i don't know when its 7+3 and the other 4 girls turn.

Anws, i'm craving for the chili deng2 that me and the cousins bought last week.

& oh, cousin, final destination 3D saturday midnight? Please?

:)

I have been contemplating about the hair issue. Should i;


1. Go for treatment only,
2. Go for treatment and cut my hair shoulder length.
3. Highlights


Mom encourage me to cut or highlight fr a brand new look, i want to but fact is, i cnt bare to cut. Fik says,anything that makes me happy because i will look pretty anyway. Hahaha, ok no he didnt say anything like that, i was just joking :p
Any suggestions?

cintaaaaaaaa

"Someday, someone will walk in your life and make you realise why it didnt work out with anyone else ♥ ♥"

Tak tau malu is it, want me to write so much about you. Hehe! Okay, thanks for meeting me yesterday, im sucha whiny bitch, demanding queen, you can say that. I don't care, because i deserve your attention and im bitchy and annoying like that mah :D

Take it or leave it, and i know you'll say take it la, duh!

Heh, i love you the best! ♥

If only the cctv wasn't at MacDonalds, then me, feka and fik will be happy.

Someone left their lappy on the chair next to us, silly nye! But we (or fik, i shall say) being a nice singaporean, decided to walk off and grab the lappy and pass it to the manager while me and feka were thinking how to smuggle that (OK NO! Hahahaha!) But we pass the lappy because, fik said,

"bulan ramdhan, buat baik sikit la korg ni."

Yelah, me and feka devil with angel's look mah. What to do. Hehehe!

Have been meeting this babe regularly because, momsy hospital is just 5 mins away from her place. She's uncommitted person, so she have time for me :)

Been having offers to go for iftar, but, seeing the situation now, maybe i can meet the loved ones after iftar for some catch up session. Because mom's visiting hours ends at 8pm only. I don't feel too good, but i might consider, if brother's willing to compromise wid me.

I seem to be hyper while typing all these, but god knows how sick i am.

Tissues all around my desk.

I better get well soon or i might consider collapsing and die on everything and everyone.

seems lik evrybdy's brking up, thrwing thr love awy.

Weekend was just simple. But its nice to be around the family on the first day of the fasting month. I wish mom was around, but she had to be at the hospital, so yeah.

Well, ramadhan is here, again. I was telling fik, how tough it was the last 2 years at this period. Well, thanks for at least assuring me that it would be a better one.

No matter how irritating i am, no matter how much i always wanna find fault randomly,

i know you love me :) I just like seeing you pissed off and me laughing about it eventho quarreling upsets me! Hehehehe.

& What im happy about is, he have already POP, finally! I wonder how i can stick to this ass without flinging! HAHAHA, woops.

I did some catch up here and there with the girls. Even tho it was at the hospital, thanks muff fr visiting my mom. Finally, i get to meet you, since our party plan was screwed. Dah, party2 sume tak perlu. Hehehehe.

Okay, im too sick to function. Selamat berpuasa to all!
:)

hugs and kisses ♥

Not much words can describe how much i wanna curl up and sleep like a child. Im sleepy, while typing this entry too. Hurhur.

Life's been much fair and im not complaining on how challenging everyday is. Plus, its what that breaks you that turns you to a stronger person. For, i shall not complain on what He has plan in line on what's gonna happen, and i shall accept it with open arms :)

I received text from babygirl, fifi yesterday noon. It seems that we are all too busy with life that at times, a little time means alot. I wish i have those minutes just to see that my girls and the favourite people around me doing fine.

Its like as we grow older, we tend to have too many things to handle, that sometimes, heartbreak doesnt mean anything much compared to the challenges given in the near future.
Its like we are all too busy thinking of solutions to all this that we forget about how fast time flies.
True?


& only now we realise that we should have enjoyed and cherish those moments when everything in life seem to be easy and free.




But nonetheless, i think i had such a good teen days, a very memorable one with a whole lot of wonderful people in it :)

Looking through all the pictures above just makes me smile, thinking about how lucky i am to meet all these people around me. Plus more of them, its just that i cnt find pictures.

Maybe, as we grow up, we tend to get busy with major things that we can't find that simple time.

& well, fifi, we shall meet up, when things get better alrighty!
Have a great evening loves! ♥

Just random pic with budak mentel at hospital, thanks fr burning your days to accompany me, sayang kau :D

Things have been a little better now, alhamdulillah (:

Can't thank all those who have been there enough. I'm still adapting to all these and yes, won't be staying at bukit panjang for the mean time, for the better i guess. It helps alot that im staying with the aunt over at jurong. I dont wanna be too lonely at fajar i suppose (:

Get well soon mummsy :D

Im happy you're coping well.

I really need to meet fik. I miss him, THIS lot, or more i suppose. Have not been spending time due to the circumstances im in.

Thank you fr the support from your family and you ♥ ♥

I know i can count on you at any downfall *hugs*

&& Thank god its friday!

This national day is another new challenge fr sure. Something that i didnt think would happen, something that definately challenged my strength.

To family and friends who gave me endless encouragement, support with yr text, hugs, visits. Thank you..

To the one who have been my pillar of strength, the one who i can share my silly thoughts and gossips with, the one who would burn her mornings to fix me breakfast, the one who share my make up and perfumes, the one who never give up on me, the one that brought me up strongly, get well soon. Fr you, i'd be strong, fr you, i'd pull through this and fr you to pull thru these, i'll give u all like hw you did fr me and bro.

I'm gonna take care of you like hw you did when i wasnt well.

All bluessss.

So as promised, the overdue pictures

Have a good monday :D

seventeenth.

I can't get back to sleep. I was actually sleepy while watching doom with fik earlier on. & when he went off i just can't sleep. Bleargh.

Im still missing him. Once a week and this time 2 hours meeting him :( i just have to live with this nation serving right.

But nonetheless pasta with honey wings plus catching up and watching local channel over my place makes me happy enough.

Happy 17th sweetheart :D

she's fire burning, fire burning on the dancefloor.

I definately hate my beautiful friday to start with screamings lor. These riders not only give me heartache of unanswered calls but also answered calls from the managers with endless screaming. That one also another one, no courtesy one. Must shout is it like as if im the one who frigging didnt come for work, asswipe!

But nothing can ruin today because its friday, gosh! How can i get all pissy on a friday (eventho fik is not booking out today) So anyways speaking of him i remembered being pissy with him last week but i felt silly afterwhich -.-

*see through his phone while he was texting*
Eh who the heck is siti baby sia?!!

You la! Who else sak!

Oh you save my name like that ah? How i know

Bodoh nye qad, nak mengamok pon tk tanye first *snorts* I am just taking precautions mah, no ah? Heh heh.

Oh yesterday was fun working at the island after so long. I was disturbing uncle whether i should go back this time round since i had to on tuesday, heh.

#weird case

While i was in the bus there was this particular kid, well i shall call him a teen to be nicer.

He was with his parents to enter the island. So being the friendly him (i think) he kept smiling and i smiled back, yela senyuman itu kan sedekah, chey~ And he kept smiling and trying to get my attention.

Tell me why would a chinese boy, say 15 years old trying to be cheeky with me. Aku penat jgk la senyum je, like hello sikit-sikit je okay boy. & finally upon reaching merlion he went off. I was sitting at the seat infront of the door and he got to smile again and again aku senyum for the countless time but the funniest part of all he showed his hand sign of peace!

Errr? What? Hello, knock knock?

Tak perlu eh. Lol.

It was weird well for me because he look smart, seriously smart but slenge seh perangai,

you think? Hahaha.

Can someone be nice enough to get me food. Not only sleepy, but hungry.

Foooooooooooooooood.

5 o'clock, tick tock tick tock.

what can i do, love is like glue.

Hello. I am bored, i don't know why but i think im freezing in this not that cold office, i wonder what the weather is like actually outside. Since haida requested an entry, so being bored i shall update one.

Had a very nice weekend since the pay was in mah, so can enjoy a little here and there (or a lot to be precise till im broke now) heh heh heh. I do not know where the cash went to. Lol. Wait, fik i think you know. Hahahaha! So anyway, had a simple saturday with fik, met fifi, afra and aib. Im sorry afra and aib that you both (or aib to be precise) were late that we finished our sheesha session. Heh.

Just like how we spent the evening with good food and companion :D i can't wait for saturday, it seem so long till i can finally meet fik :( Thank god for his 3 times a day calls and dosages of smses to keep me all perk up. & yes, his motivation to help me get through the boring office hours. Sigh. Gosh, you better work your ass off to keep me happy in future hor.

The funny part was definetly how stressed he was when afra came. (HAHAH) He kept telling me he don't wanna talk much, he kept so quiet that he didnt go "eh kau camp mane eh, ape company bla3" with aib, since they are both serving the nation. Only that, aib's ord-ing soon while fik's pop-ing soon(!!!!) Speaking of that, yay, im happy and i can't wait for that day :D Bottomline he was all stressed up. Heh heh heh.

I was quite pissed when i found out my name was not in roster and they happily told me im not working as if i have nothing better to do that they can waste my time travelling from bukit batok industrial park walking out to the bustop which is 10 mins away from the office and to habour front and to sentosa. Waste my bloody time you know. But lucky thing fifi was working, if not i don't care, i wouldnt wanna waste my bloody travelling time. You know how tiring it can get, i bet. -.- Stupid management.

But finally after so long i met dalli :D miss him alot. I like working with him and working with him can seriously make a person all hype. Sigh, people and things change at sentosa, so yeah.

Those days when the uniforms were different. Hah, from the beige ugly uniform to the blue one, to the current one. When am i leaving eh? Hah. Its been 2 years plus, just cant seem to leave the place. Tsktsk.

Been missing alot of people, i don't know why. You know, as we people grow up, you tend to realise that you've been missing alot on your teen and childhood days. When you do not think of all adult shits and the messed up things. Bleargh.

See how much we've grown.

(HAHAHA, i think we all look cute la being 15-18)

From this to that.
The next thing i know is one of them getting married. Lol.

Okay, back to reality, work load! work load! :/